Heart to heart / hyunlix

11

„Do you guys maybe wanna do something together today" chan asked while we ate our lunch

I nodded

I quickly swallows to answer him

„Yes please, we haven't done anything in a group in AGES, and it's a good opportunity to get to know jeongin and seungmin better" I smiled at them

We talked a lot in school but it's something else to know someone privately too

„Maybe ice skating?" changbin suggested

Everyone agreed

I forgot that ice skating is Sport until I saw hyunjins pity look

„Felix?" he whispered

„It's okay, I will find a way" I smiled at him as I whispered back

„I thought your leg was hurt?" jisung asked again

Can this boy shut up for once

„yes, but a little ice skating won't kill me" hyunjin laughed

But it may kill ME

Joking

Well

Half joking

„Great, we can meet at 6pm at the ice ring in Seoul" chan said

He's always the best at making plans and organising things

We all nodded and the bell rang again

Hyunjin jisung and I we're already allowed to go since mrs Choi was still sick

„could you two maybe come with me to the mall? I need to get something and don't want to go alone" jisung asked us

„sure" I answered

We went to hyunjins car and he drove us to a mall nearby

„Great, hyunjin, you need to stay here for a second I need Felix's opinion on something" he smiled and grabbed my hand pulling me towards a shop

Hyunjin gave him a confused look but just stayed at the coffee bar in the entrance of the mall

„Jisung, please, don't run" I tried to catch my breath

He stopped and I rested my hands on my thighs, trying to breathe normally

He had rushed so fast to get to the shop that I had trouble breathing again

„Oh no, hey is everything alright??" jisung asked, looking concerned

„Yes, I just need a second please"

„What is up with you, you usually don't get exhausted that easily" he said

I mean we only ran for not even a minute and here I am once again not getting any air

„Can we maybe talk at home later?" I asked him

I felt more ready to tell him now, since my condition won't get better anytime soon

And I don't want him to find out another way

„Yeah sure" jisung said

I took another deep breath and took jisungs hand again

„Come on" I smiled at him

He still looked concerned

„Do you need to sit down for a second??"

„No no it's okay"

I always remember the breathing I did with hyunjin when I have trouble breathing