My brain is scattered
But why does it matter
Everyone acts like they care
But do they care when they hurt me
I hid it well I guess
But the truth is
I am not ok
My heart is shattered
My mind is scattered
I can't think straight
All I can think about is someone
Someone who made me think I had another chance
Another shot at what we had
Another piece broke
"It was a mistake"
It broke from my heart
The piece sits in my hands
Waiting to be put back in my chest
My heart doesn't want to beat anymore
My heart wants to fail
My heart is failing
Why
Why do I give myself hope
Does my mind ever stop thinking
Will my heart ever stop beating
One day
One day life will go on
I will move on
Move on
Never thought i would say that
Moving on isn't worth it
When all I want is him
I made a mistake
But everything is just a mistake
I feel like I was a mistake
He loves another
So I must go
With my heart still shattered
And my mind still scattered
I will go on with this thing called life
For who
I'm not sure
I guess just for me now
Scattered
by: me who I will not name
