Criminal Minds Oneshots

"Are you okay?"

a/n- bare with me please i beg of you🙂!

TW: mentions of self harm, scars!!
(Please skip if you get triggered by any of this)

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y/n was never the type of person to care about anyone's mental health before. Not even her own. That all changed when she met Emily Prentiss.

One of the best profilers to ever run the BAU. Emily and y/n were asked to go under cover as a gay couple at a bar to catch the Unsub.

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"Kiss me," Emily says standing over y/n.
"W- what," y/n returns confused. "Just kiss me." Emily leaned down and locked lips with the younger agent.

Y/n moaned into the kiss letting Emily know she enjoyed it. The kiss lasted for a few seconds. Right after the team came busting in because they had caught their guy.

Emily and y/n look at each other. y/n gave Emily a small smile and Emily just blushed.

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They started dating soon after. And y/n has realize Emily hasn't looked or felt well. One time when Emily was taking too long in the bathroom y/n got worried. She opened the bathroom door to see emily crying her eyes out.

But tonight was different. Emily didn't come to work, and hasn't text anyone all day. So, y/n was worried.

At first she thought Emily was sick, but she knew that she would mention it to her if she was.

"Um guys, I'm gonna head out to go check on Emily," y/n say so the team could hear her.
"Okay, I hope she's okay," JJ replied.

On the drive home, y/n hand hand was tapping on the steering wheel out of being worried about her girlfriend.

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Emily was on the floor of her and y/n's shared bed room, crying while holding a blade in her hand, blood already coming out of the several cuts she had already made.

She didn't hear her girlfriend come on but,
y/n sure heard her crying as soon as she opened the front door.

"Em, honey," was all y/n could say, as she saw her girlfriend with a blade and blood all over her.

"Y/n I- I can't stop, help me," Emily said through her sobs. As soon at those words went to y/n's ears she got the first aid kit from her bad and took the blade from her girlfriend's hand.

Y/n cleaned the cuts and washed the blood off of Emily. Walking out of the bathroom y/n asked, "what can I do to help?"

"take them away from me. I don't wanna do this anymore. I can't keep hurting you" Emily replied as y/n sat her on the bed and went to get clothes for them.

"Well, where do you put them, and you're not hurting me Em. I love you so much and I'm willing to love you through the ups and the downs. I love you forever Emily," y/n responded.

Emily stood up and opened a drawer and grabbed out the blades. She handed them to her girlfriend and sat back down on the bed.

"Thank you love," y/n said as she looked at her girlfriend with a small sad smile. She put the blades into a bad and put them in her purse. "I'll throw them out someone else cause I don't you to take them back."

"I know you love me," Emily said staring into the unknown. "What," y/n replied.
"What you said earlier, I know you love me. I love you too. Please stay with me for the rest of our lives. I don't ever want to loose you."

"You won't loose me unless I loose you first. If you keep doing that yourself. You are the love of my life, I need you here," y/n said walking over to Emily.

"Let's go to be lovergirl," y/n said kissing Emily on the forehead.
"Yes ma'am." Emily laid beside y/n facing her as y/n cuddled from behind. They soon both fell asleep.

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a/n- heyy!! i never written before but i actually like this one, so i might write a book with it? idk tell me how you feel!!