I never really try
I'm way too scared to fail
So if it's going bad
I can say I don't care
But in reality
That's not the deep problem
I'd never be happy
All alone in my realm
I escape in my mind
To live an easy life
And each time I come back
I only wanna cry
So I always return
In my own little world
And I pray that my heart
Survive back down to earth
