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(SMUT/NSFW) DazaixFemReader {Once Again}

{Flashback}
"It's not my fault I don't like it here."

"Why not?" Dazai glanced at you.

You and Dazai were on top of the Port Mafia Headquarters building. You two were staring ahead at the scenery of Yokohama.

"Because, why do I want to just stay here to only do the same thing over again?"

"What's that same thing?"

"Killing people."

The Mafia Executive gazed back at the scenery, "The Port Mafia is an organization where death and violence isn't hidden from others."

"What if I don't want it?"

"You're going to have to want it. You're one of the Port Mafia's best swordswoman."

"So?"

He sighed, "You can never quit an argument."

"I can go on and on." You looked at him.

He had those same cold eyes he always had. No emotion.

"Why do you stay in the Mafia?" You asked him.

"My reason to live." He still had the same expression on his face.

"Huh?"

"The Port Mafia. If I devote my life to violence and bloodshed.. I'll find a reason to live."

"....So you're going after what you think you what?"

That seemed to catch Dazai by surprise, because his eyes widened a little. His eyes then softened, "You should get back inside."

"You didn't answer-"

"That's an order."

You glared a him a little. Then sighed and walked towards the stairs.

You were just in the Mafia. Not an executive at all. Kouyo had been teaching you swordsmanship.

Dazai had been your good friend ever since you both were 15. You had an understanding with one another.. But now that he's an executive, he's been a little more different. Even though you try to ask the slightest thing and he'll go all 'Do this, that's an order. Do that, that's an order.' He'll completely change the subject.

Ever since you both were 15, you began to fall in love with him. You still are. That slight emotion that he'd get is what made you love him.

All until that very day.

~Time Skip~
You walked inside the Port Mafia's Boss's office. Ougai Mori.

"You needed me, Boss?" You asked him.

"Yes, L/n.. I have news."

"Yes, sir?"

"Dazai has left the Port Mafia."

After he said that, your eyes widened.

What? He just.. left? Why would he leave?

"That's all I wanted to say. Have a nice afternoon." He said.

You slowly nodded and walked out of his office. You stared at the floor as you walked down the hallway.

He left.. He didn't bother to tell you? But.. he usually told you about his day.. He even let you go hangout with his 2 friends a lot of times! What?! Why would he leave?!

Your sadness then turned into anger. You clenched your fist.

That selfish bastard.

For now on, Osamu Dazai was the worst person you've ever came across.
{Flashback Over}
You walked down Yokohama with a dark beige jacket on. The hood covered your head as you continued walking.