if you were mine

Chapter 8

"We need to talk"Pedri says
"About what"
"You and me"
I look at him.I don't know if I'm ready for him yet.
"Pedri I don't know if I'm ready yet.I need more time"
He hopelessly looks at me "Y/n I don't have time I can't wait for you to make up your mind it will put me off my game"
"Then concentrate on your game"
"I can't"
"Why can't you"
"I can't I can't" Pedri kept repeating these words.
"Why Pedri"
He looks at me with watering eyes, "Because I can't concentrate if your gonna play with me like this"
"Pedri I'm not playing you"
Pedri started raising his voice "YES YOU ARE Y/N"
"No Im not" I calmly said
"You said you didn't know what to feel for me then after 3 days your here kissing me" tears started rolling down his face.
I didn't want to hurt him more than he already was.
"I'm sorry Pedri I'm just not ready"
"Just leave" He said pointing to the door.

I left as soon as he did that. I couldn't watch him cry. I loved him too much to stay.

I walked to my car and got inside.I started driving. I got to my place and sat in the driveway crying. After a bit I stoped,only cause I had to get out and get inside. I got up and opened the door and ran straight up to my room.
I went into bed and cried myself to sleep.

I woke up and saw that Pedri was next to me.
"Hey Pedri"
"Hi amor are you okay" He said stroking my head.
"Yes" I said
"I'm sorry"
"It's okay"
He kissed my lips and I kissed him back. It was a slow meaningful kiss. He laid next me and we fell asleep. I woke up again and woke up Pedri. I looked out the window and saw it was getting dark. I asked Pedri if he wanted to go out for dinner. He said yes and said that's he's gonna go home to shower and change. He leaves and I go into the shower and take a quick one. I got out and did my makeup and hair.I wore a beautiful lilac dress. It absolutely flattered my figure. I texted Pedri to see when he was coming. He said he was on his way.

After 10 minutes of waiting. He came and picked me up. We went to some fancy restaurant and ate pasta. It was really good pasta. 10/10. We ate some ice cream too. I was having so much fun with him. He dropped me off and said he'll be back. I got changed and took off my makeup and did my skincare. I wore a hoodie and some pyjama pants on. I scrolled on tiktok for a bit then heard the door bell. I ran down stairs and opened the door. I ran into his arms and gave him a hug. We watched a movie and I slept in his arms.

I woke up and realised I was now in my bed. I guess he moved me to my bed. I turned to my left and saw Pedri was awake but on his phone.
"Hi mi amor" he said
"Hey"
He kisses my cheek. I laid on his chest and kissed his cheek.
"I love you Pepi"
"I love you too mi amor"
We both smile at each other.It was the most happiest moment in my life. We fell asleep after a while.

I woke up and realised Pedri was gone. What just happened? I look at the time and saw it was 2 in the morning. There was no way me and Pedri could have done that in a couple of hours. I started crying to the realisation it was just a dream. Just a dream. I was crying uncontrollably until I woke up y/bf/n.

"Y/n what happened"
"Nothing" I say still crying. I don't know why I lied even though you can see I wasn't okay.
She sat on my bed, "tell me".
"Pedri said I'm playing with him cause I kissed him but I keep saying I'm not ready for him yet." I cried in her arms.
"It's okay y/n" y/bf/n said patting my back
"Do you see where he's coming from though, you kind of are playing with his feelings."
"I know I am but I just,I don't know"
"It's okay y/n I love you"
"I love you too"
That was the last thing I could remember and then I fell asleep.

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The dream thing was evil.I'm sorry.
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