' Silly Axeben '

' 2 '

Axel grabbed his headphone the moment he walked in and blasted his music at full volume so it would block out Puff's lame ass excuses. His music was so loud, you could hear it from a mile away. He walked over to their bunks and climbed up to his bunk which was at the top. He flopped onto his bed and sighed. Even though he was a bit annoyed and upset, he couldn't help but think of Benatar. His pale pasty skin... His long blonde hair that covers his eyes... His tall slim figure... Axel soon snapped out of these thoughts, he didn't want them to go any further if you know what I mean.

He thought about Benatar's apology. It didn't have to do with him, if anything it should be Puff apologizing not him. ' Whatever that was earlier ' Axel thought. He doesn't need anyone's half-assed apologies. He closed his eyes and sighed. The moment he closed his eyes, his head flooded with thoughts of his 'beloved' Benatar. This bothered him. He was still stuck on the fact that he was straight. Yet he couldn't help but think of him. His head was just full of him now. He's never felt this way for anyone in a long time. His first 'love' was around high school, but that's a story for another day. Unfortunately, it didn't end too well, and that relationship had a huge impact on his personality now. The more he thought about it, the more he saw the similarities between his experience with his first 'love' and this. He thought about it for a while and then he finally knew what it was...

He was in love with Benatar.
He had finally accepted it, he accepted that he was in love with this man. He finally accepted the fact that he was not who he thought and said he was.
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A/N: short chapter for suspense and build up sorry 😔