"You're crazy!"

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Tw: Abuse, implied rape/sa, blood, and gays😟

My name is finney Blake, I am 18 years old. I am a gay man who likes smoking cigarettes to burn out your lungs until you can't breathe for shit. I have a boyfriend. His name is Cole. He is abusive. He likes to force me to do things, hit me, and throw things at me. I don't like him very much. I can't break up with him. He's crazy! Fucking psycho! He acts just like my father. I met him when I was 15 and we started dating when I was 16. He treated me well until I became friends with Robin Arellano. Cole said that Robin looks at me the way Cole looks at me. I told him it's nothing. It isn't nothing, I see how robin acts around me and Cole. He's jealous of Cole. I love Cole, I really do. But I can't  handle it much longer. All the fights, the stuff being thrown, being locked together in that bedroom, the countless days of waking up in a pool of blood on the floor. He's changed a lot. We used to be that cute couple in school and everyone thought we were going to get married and have children and a healthy relationship. That's not the case. Guess you could say "lovers at first sight." I mean I don't want him to continue to hurt me but I can't leave him. I'm stuck here. I never told anyone about the abuse. Not Gwen. Not robin. I think I may try to leave him tonight.
                             — TIME SKIP —
It was 12:00 in the morning. Cole has gone to bed and I told him I was going to stay up a little longer to finish my book. The house is silent. I have nothing packed. Everything is in our room. The only thing I have is my phone, glasses, my wallet and our cat. I'm bringing the cat, so it doesn't get left with him. I grab my small bag and put my wallet, put my phone in my pocket and then tried to grab the cat. She was on the counter. I tried grabbing her but hit the glass off the counter. Making a big noise. I stood there with my hands over my mouth. I heard footsteps. "What the fuck was that?" He said. I looked over at him. "I slipped. I'm sorry I didn't mean too!" I said staring at the ground. "Whatever, clean this shit up- why do you have your shoes on? You have your bag? What's going on!?" He said getting angry. "I was going for a uh walk!" I said. "Don't fucking lie to me bitch!" He yelled. He walked closer to me. I was backed up into the counter. "You don't want to leave. You need me, you can't survive without me." He whispered in my ear. I felt like kicking my feet, crying, screaming. But if I did, I would be dead. "Stop it cole." I said with my teeth clenched. "Finney, you're not going anywhere. That's final!" He screamed. "You're crazy!" I screamed at him. I wish I didn't. I should of kept my mouth shut. A slap to the face. "I am not crazy! I am only protecting you!" He yelled in my face. Tears streaming down my face. I tried to get out of his grasp, but he hit me again. Making me fall to the floor. I hit my head off the counter while falling. Everything was blurry. I heard yelling as he got in my face screaming at me. I couldn't hear him. I didn't want to hear him. I didn't want to hear the shit he was saying. I then heard him walk away to our room. I sat there until my vision wasn't blurry and grabbed my phone.

ROBIN'S POV—
I was laying in bed watching tiktok until I saw a message appear. I yawned and opened the message.

Finn- hi robin, can you pick me up please
Me- yea Ofc finn, is everything ok?
Finn- please hurry
Me- you're scaring me! On my way!

I grabbed my jeans and put them on and grabbed a sublime tee. I put my phone and wallet in my pocket and grabbed my car keys. I walked out the apartment and unlocked my truck. I turned the car on and started driving to his house. I knocked on the door and saw it was unlocked. I walked in. "Hello?" I said looking around. I then saw blood leading to the sharp turn of the counter. I saw Finn sitting there. Blood was all over his hair, on his face, on the floor and on the hands. He looked at me with tearful eyes. He was crying bad. "I've had it with you! I'm trying to sleep!" I heard a voice come from the hallway. "I'll teach you a lesson!" The voice got louder and closer. I saw him. I saw Cole. Finn was freaked out when Cole showed up in the kitchen. "Get the fuck out of here." I said staring at Cole. "How did you get in? Why are you here, huh?" Cole said staring at me, getting closer to Finn. "Looks like you hit you're head, Finney." He said looking at Finn. As Finn scooted away, Cole would get more close to him. "Oh silly Finney! You hit you're head. Must of passed out or something." He said trying to grab Finn off the floor. That was it. I pushed myself in front of Cole, guarding Finn with my body. "Do not touch that boy." I said. "What are you going to do?" Cole said getting closer to me. I punched him right in the nose. "Jesus fuck!" Cole yelled. I kept punching him. Throwing his to the ground, watching the crimson color come out of his face and onto the wooden tiled floor. I finally stopped and helped Finn up. "Are you ok?" I said hugging him. He smiled. "Thank god, you were here. I was so scared. I thought I wouldn't make it out alive." Finn said. "I'm guessing he hit you?" I said. "He slapped and punched me until I hit my head off the counter. It was all blurry. I couldn't see anything! He left me! I could of died! He said. "You're okay now. I got you." I said still hugging him. "Let's get you cleaned up, then let's get ice cream?" He smiled and kissed me on the lips. I smiled back. "Definitely." He said with a smile.

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