DESERVE

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You always said, it doesn't fit me, while I loved it
You always said to me, it isn't my style
But I liked it so much and you said it's not for me
You tried to control me
I closed my eyes and didn't want to realize that you didn't want me to be my best self
I asked about your opinions
I asked how you feel
I put myself last and you first
And you took advantage of it
I tried to help you, but you never allowed it
I told you every little thing about my life
I told you when I didn't feel well
I told you so many things
But you didn't said anything
Now,
In retrospective
I think you didn't want to tell me anything so I couldn't use it against you
Now,
I can understand you although I don't want to
Now,
I hope you find your way
I hope you find the right person
I hope you find someone who is better than me, because I'm not the person you need
Even if I wish I could be the person you need
I can't,
I wish you all the best,
I wish you will achieve your dreams
But please
Don't make others feel bad just because you don't feel good enough
I know everybody deserves to feel good
And you also deserve to feel good
But don't put yourself above others
You can put yourself above others, but in a way that other people don't feel unwanted and insecure

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