I'm trying to understand what happened
Trying to realize that you're gone
No longer a part of me
Out of my life you went, painfully.
Now I lie in my bed and try to forget.
But the memories that are everywhere
make it impossible.
I want to forget you but I cannot.
Everything leads me back to you, back to us.
You make everything worse.
I want to forget you, but everything inside me screams not to.
Everything has a memory and that's the problem,
because that way I can't forget.
Everything leads me back to you.
Now I lie here, in my bed, trying to understand what happened.
Trying to forget you and everything that connected us.
I try so hard, but it is impossible.
I hope the pain will pass as well as the memories of you,
because the memories cut like a knife through my heart.
Every word you ever said is buzzing in my head,
yet I try to forget.
Now I lie here and weep bitterly.
Let the tears fall.
Trying to hide my sobs.
But I do not manage it.
I hope one day my every thought will not revolve around you.
I hope one day I can look at everything again without having to think of you right away.
I hope one day I can go out and look at places without wondering where you are now.
I hope one day I can look at myself in the mirror,
without wondering if it was all my fault.
I hope that I can manage to forget you,
because forgetting is the only way not to drown.
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