I'll Always Come Back For You! (Zayn Malik Story) {COMPLETED}

Chapter 22:

Emma’s POV

It’s been 4 months since Harry announced we are officially ‘dating’! It’s been absolutely crazy, and not always in a good way. Harry girls have been so hateful towards me. Luckily Harry hasn’t got much hate from dating me. It didn’t really make sense to me, but I didn’t care. I hated when Harry got hate, because he took it so personally. I mean I do as well, but I am just good about hiding my feeling from people. Not even Zayn knew when I was sad! He only knew when I was lying about something, so as long as he didn’t ask me if I was sad I was good :P

Zayn and Perrie were still dating! I still loved Zayn and hated Perrie. Since i was ‘dating’ Harry I had an excuse to stay away from ‘Zerrie’. Perrie had asked me a few weeks ago if I hated her in which I responded with an ‘Of course not’. Apparently I was believable because she totally bought that lie.

Currently Harry and I were walking onto our plane to greet our friends who were waiting for us. One Direction had a radio promotion tour there, so we had to go for a week. Since I was Lou and Caroline’s helper I had to go as well. Even if I weren’t there helper I would probably have to go with Harry.

“Emma you okay?” Niall asked as he pulled me into a hug as Harry and I walked onto the plane.

“Yeah! Kind of excited to go to France.” I said honestly. I always loved when they had to go to France it was one of my favorite places to travel too.

“How about you?” I asked.

“I’m good just tired.” Niall smiled before walking over to Harry. I greeted everyone else and then found my seat.

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We just arrived at our hotel in France, and were about to walk through the fans that were standing in front of the entrance of the hotel.

“Just don’t let go of my hand okay?” Harry said to me. I smiled and nodded my head as I grabbed onto his hand. Even after 4 months of fake dating Harry I still had no romantic feelings towards him. I honestly thought that I would after a while just because we would be around each other ALL the time, but I guess not. I’m not complaining though I don’t need to like him and be in LOVE with Zayn. Oh did I not mention my feelings for Zayn have not gone away liked I hoped they would. If anything dating Harry made my feelings for Zayn stronger. Every time I had to kiss Harry I always wished he were Zayn.

“Ready everyone?” Paul said breaking me from my thoughts. We all nodded and braced ourselves for the screams. Paul had already told the fans that the guys couldn’t stop and talk because there were to many people and it was late. I was very thankful for that tonight, because I was ready for bed. As van door opened I heard the scream and squeals from the girls. Once i got out of the van I tightened my grip to Harry’s hand and he then pulled me into his side.

Before I knew it we were in our hotel room getting ready for bed. I was getting better at tuning out the screaming fans and just trusting Harry to guide me through the crowds. I feel like I became numb to the hate I was getting from their so-called fans. About a month ago Harry and Zayn confronted me about not eating much. I started really listening to the haters tell me I was fat and need to lose weight, so I stopped eating as much. I only stopped eating as much for a few weeks, but that was enough for them to notice. 

“Can I ask you a question?” Harry asked me when he came out of the bathroom in just his boxers.

“Always.” I smiled as I put lotion on my legs.

“Do you find me hot?” He asked me seriously. I held back my laughter when he asked me that. I was not expecting him to ask me that.

“Yeah.” I spoke honestly. I might not have romantic feelings for him but I can’t deny that he is hot.

“Why do you ask?” I asked him.

“Ummm.” He said looking down at the ground. I stood up from the bed and walked over to him. I put my hands on his chest, which caused him to look at me.

“Why did you ask me? You can go on Tumblr and get a confidence boost.” I giggled. He just shrugged his shoulders and looked down at our feet.

“Please tell me.” I begged. Before I knew it he pressed his lips firmly to mine. I was shocked at first, but I found myself kissing him back. Harry put his hands on my hips and squeezed lightly.

“Jump.” He said against my lips. I don’t know why but I did as he said and jumped and wrapped my legs around his waist. Harry licked my bottom lip asking for entrance, which I granted. He started walking and laid me down on the bed. Harry stopped kissing me enough to take off my shirt, which left me in just my underwear. As Harry started taking off my underwear I stopped him.

“I can’t do this. I’m sorry.” I said pushing him away from me lightly. He looked at me confused but got off of me. I covered my chest and searched for my shirt and sweatpants.

“I thought you were as into it as I was?” Harry asked confused.

“It’s not that I wasn’t I just can’t do that to-“ I stopped myself before saying Zayn. I know we aren’t’ a couple and he still doesn’t’ know I love him, but I felt like I would be cheating on him if I slept with Harry. Weird I know, but that is how I feel.

“To who?” Harry asked me confused.

“Zayn.” I whispered so he couldn’t hear, but I guess he did hear me.

“ZAYN!” He asked/shouted at me. I didn’t know what to say so I just started crying and then I ran out of our hotel room. I heard Harry telling me to stop, but I didn’t I kept running. Well that was until I ran into the one person I didn’t want to see right now.

Zayn……………………….

A/N:

So Harry and Emma almost got it on HEY-O

She said she didn’t like Harry like that, so why did she want to get it on?

But then she stopped him before things got to serious, and because of Zayn.

Why do you think Harry ask/shouted Zayn’s name when he heard Emma say Zayn?

Was it out of shock or anger?

What will happen when Zayn see’s Emma so upset and Harry running after her?

 

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