this story will mention suicide , drugs , sex , sa, mental health , drinking , sh , very strong language and lots off fights
your father lucius malfoy had always been ashamed you so he never let you leave the house you a year younger then draco wic...
the day went by pretty quick i didn't speak to draco but he tried to i didn't want to hear him how could my dearest brother say something like that. mattheo walked over to me. "y/n can we talk?" he asked. "talk" i said. "okay... what are we?" he asked confused. "you tell me riddle" i smirked. "i was hoping you was mine" he raised an eyebrow. "well there's your answer" i smiled. he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me in and hugged me tightly. draco walks over. "y/n" he says. "uhg again" i said angrily. "i'm not here to argue i want to talk" he muttered. "talk" i said "without riddle" "no he's staying" i smirked "fine. i'm sorry for what i said it wasn't okay i'm fine with you and mattheo being together as long as he doesn't hurt you please y/n forgive me" he begs. "everyone gets a do over" i smiled and hugged him. finally everything was back together again i felt better then ever. Pansy walked over smiling "heyy" i said "someone's happy" she laughed. "me and draco are fine and me and mattheo are officially together" i say as mattheo wraps his arms around my waist from behind. "that's good y/n i'm happy for you butttt there's a party tonight and you have to come and im not taking no for an answer be at our dorm for 5 sharp hermonie will be there. "okay" i smiled she walked away. "are you coming?" i asked "for you yes love" mattheo smiled. "anyway i gotta be somewhere i'll see you at the party?" he kissed my forehead and walked off. he was acting really suspicious and always wondering off somewhere it's starting to worry me.
It was 5 now i was in the dorm with hermonie and pansy we turned up the music and i grabbed all my makeup and pansy grabbed her new dresses hermonie then grabbed her hair stuff.
"ready girls?" hermonie asked. "let's get re-" pansy interrupts me. "wait there's one more thing" she said with a worried look. Astoria came in. I glared at her "why is she here" i asked. "y/n i came to apologise now i'm with your brother and everything iv realised iv been being like this because i'm jealous off you" she said quietly "okay hold on your with my brother?" i said confused. "ye he treats me amazing" she smiled. "that's good" i said "so can we re start?" she asked "i guess everyone gets to re start" i laughed. she hugged me and pulled a bag from behind her "i brought the drinks" she smiled "perfect let's get ready" i said
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this is what y/n wears. we all finish are makeup and hair. by the time i'm already ready i'm already drunk as is astoria pansy and hermonie. *knock knock* pansy opened the door and blaise , draco , mattheo ,tom came walking in. i hugged mattheo and he kissed me. blaise walked over and put his arm over hermonie and tom grabbed pansy hand and off course draco hugged astoria i was super confused about blaise but tom i kind off expected. "are you already drunk" mattheo asked. "maybe " i laugh. We all head down to the party. when we get there the music is super loud everyone is intoxicated and everyone's dancing and talking. the boys walked over to the drinks and my song came on. i grabbed the girls hands and rushed to the dance floor. we started sexy dancing off course. until a group off boys came over and grabbed 1 off each for them selfs and started sexy dancing with us. the boys glared at them. but we carried on dancing and drinking. i saw mattheo clench his jaw All off a sudden mattheo , theo , draco , tom , blaise came running over and started throwing punches at the boys. The ravenclaw boys face was all bloody and so was the boys hands... they eventually stopped after the boys passed out... i rolled my eyes and took mattheo to the bathroom "idiot" i scoffed. "no one touches what's mine" he said angrily. "mattheo it's fine" i said calmly. "i'm gonna fuck you so hard later as a lesson" he smirked. i cleaned his knuckles and took him back to the party. draco came walking over with a bunch off drinks in his hand. "come on where all gonna go to my dorm and fuck this shitty party." draco said we walked to dracos dorm and when we got there i sat down on dracos couch as he had a massive room to his self. mattheo came and sat next to me wrapping his arm around my waist and i rested my head on his shoulder. i got up after a few minutes and did a lot off shots with pansy i started to feel my head go dizzy but i carried on drinking. i couldn't walk and was slurring my words quite a lot i was all over the place really. but it was only 8 so it was to early to go to sleep. i was dancing and my eyes closed. i blacked out everyone carried me to the couch and i put my head on mattheos lap with a blanket over us. i slept for an hour. i opened my eyes and sat up and everyone was still drinking and talking. i stood up and rushed to the tiolet. i grabbed my hair and threw up in the tiolet. mattheo came in and held my hair. "hey can somone get her something to wear!" she shouted. "are you okay love" he asked. "i took some pills" i said. "pills? what kind off pills" he asked worriedly. "i'm not sure one off the raven claw gave me one" i laughed as i lifted my head out off the tiolet. i sat there with my eyes slowly closing in my dress wich was ruined and my makeup every my hair tied in a small bun at the back off my head and sick all down me... everyone walked in as mattheo shouted when my eyes started to close. everyone was worried shouting my name. i opened my eyes and couldn't see anything it's like i was in another world. i burst out into tears panicking and breathing fast "i i can't see"i panicked. "y/n it's okay we're all here don't worry we're gonna get you some help okay?" astoria shouted. i passed out still being sick and bubbles coming out off my mouth. "SOMEONE GO GET HELP!" mattheo shouted. as he held my head to the side so i didn't choke on my own sick. a nurse came running. "oh no it's a lot worse then a thought somone needs to go get more help" the nurse shouted. more nurses and doctors came rushing in and picking my lifeless body off the floor and running to the hospital wing. Everyone sat in with me the whole night. I opened my eyes the next day and saw everyone asleep next to me. i laughed a little bit but then my head started to hurt. pansy woke up "y/n! oh my god your okay!!" she jumped up and hugged me. everyone else woke up to all hugging me. mattheo looked furious. "mattheo? she's awake you know" hermonie said. "who give you that pill" he asked not even looking at me. i described the raven claw as best as i could. and mattheo ran out. j
