The wind is blowing and in this moment i am calm and relaxed. I love when life feels like this, things can get rough sometimes but if life feels like this everyday i would never hate my life. My parents don't really have a good relationship, they fight a lot. They try to solve the problem by being quite to each other but then one of them will bring something up and they start fighting again. I would be happy if they got a divorce. Is that a mean thing to say? Maybe, but i don't give a fuck.
I felt someone touching my shoulder, i shuddered and opened my eyes. A man. "why is a pretty girl like you doing out here alone?" the man asked. I glared at him. Another man to interrupt my peaceful time. He starts to walk closer to me, i stepped back. My back hits the wooden wall. He trapped me with his arms. "get the fuck away from me" i spat. "why pretty girl? pretty girls never say no" he replied. I tried pushing him away from me but he's too strong and big. He starts touching me and i slapped his hands away. "fuck, why are you so hard to deal with" he said. I panicked and starts to kick him with my legs. I screamed for help but he covered my mouth with his hand. My face covered with tears, I bite his hand, his hand is off of my face. "please, let me go" i said slowly. He slammed my head to the wall and my vision went black.
My head hurts, i slowly open my eyes and i'm currently laying on the ground. My hair messy, tears on my face, my dress wrinkled. I focus on my surroundings, i'm still at the party, music is still playing. I tried to stand up, my legs wobbly. I notice my underwear is gone. Then i remember what happened before i blacked out. I gasped. Tears pouring down my face once again. I fell down to the ground and hug my knees. My legs are sore, my legs are wobbly, my underwear is gone, I have been raped.
I cried, for a long time. I decide it is safer if i go home. I wiped the tears on my face. I grab my phone and bag, i go to the bathroom to wash my face, i feel like i'm about to start crying again. I washed my face many times to get rid of all the tears. My makeup is no longer visible. I look into the mirror and i see my reflection. Messy hair, swollen eyes, red nose, cracked lips. I brush through my hair with my fingers and get myself out of the bathroom.
I look around the house, hopefully no one i know see me. I lower my head down as i walk through the hallway, there's people talking in the hallway. I walked faster. I'm close to the exit. Someone shouted my name. I stopped. I'm facing the exit, i can't see the person. "are you going home, Sofea?" he asked. I recognise the voice, it belongs to Loris. "yes, i'm going home" i said, my voice shaky. "let me call Alisa so you can say goodbye" he said. "no" i spat. I hear footsteps behind me, "why?" he asked. I go straight to the exit and run away from the house.
