MY HALF MOON

CHAPTER 5

Boss POV

For everytime that happen in our life, I believe that everything happen for a reason, in your way, in my way, Ple , and Noeul. Everytime I hear and remember his name, sadness filling all of my chest. That hurting eyes of him that look into my eyes with tears down to his cheek. I never realize that eyes before , being blind for Ple, feeling obsessed wanting to make Ple's mine, I never realize that Noeul falling for me, never realize that he love me.

" I never realize, I hurt both of heart that I love the most " he said looking at sleeping Ple sadly

If I think about it again and again, all of that Noeul give to me, sincerely make me warm. That hand of Eul that always caress me when I'm tired. That hand of Eul that always feed me food when I'm hungry when I'm back from my club activity. That hand of Eul that always caress my injured feet and all of sickness that I get from my dance activity. That hand of Eul god..that hand of Eul. Forgive me Eul~ah...

The truth that I never realize,

The truth that I always try to deny

The truth I barely recognize

The truth that I'm in love with him all along

I'm falling in love with my best friend

That's the truth that i never admit it before and I recognize it when he's gone. That clenching feeling that I feel that night hit me, that i... Boss Chaikamon is falling in Love with my best friend all along, I should be understand back then, the warm feeling every time I hug him in my arms, the joy every time I saw his laughing happily, the blush every time I tease him, I love him all along. Maybe I'm just afraid that if we become a thing everything will become complicated between us.

Regret and guilty eat me, feeling like I'm betraying Ple for falling in love with my best friend, regret that why I don't realize his feeling. The last expression that he show me that night, the round eyes that I always like to stare, soft skin that I hold, that soft brown hair, his pinky pouty lips, and the vanilla scent that always embrace me. I lost it everything. Forgive me...

Eul POV

It has been couple of years for us to walk in our way, the truth that i buried till today with Boss from Ple. In my first and second year everything still hard for me, because the truth that my heart still longing for that man. The truth that in the middle of night I'm still wake up crying when I'm think about that man that I will never have. Sometimes in the middle of night I'm feeling completely blue, all the things that I have now means nothing for me, I'm losing my purpose to life in the time I'm freeing myself from that warm hand that never be mine. My modeling yet glamorous life means nothing for me, I always try my best every time in my life, being successful model in this industries, I'm successfully making myself being number 1 wanted model in South Korean, every single eyes want me, they want me to persuade their product, I'm becoming the king of CF this years, all man and women wanting me become theirs, all women envy me, I'm successfully making myself being wanted, but all of this means nothing for me because the truth that the one I wanted never wanted me back. That's the biggest hole in my heart.

But for past few years, I'm thankful myself for having someone as understanding as Hyunjin beside me, cherished me, pampered me with love, make me realized that I deserve a second change to love and being love by someone. Everything became better day by day, whenever I'm crying Hyunjin always there's for me, I'm start forgetting my love for Boss, day by day, the pain being less, thank you for stand by my side Hyunnie, I think I'm start faling in love with you.

No one POV

Eul take her foot slowly rubbing her sleepy eyes to the kitchen, when her foot pass by the window in the living room which have a larger glass he's open it, her eyes scanning all of the scenery around, looking into the water that drop from sky.