I said I wanted thin mints
And you said you knew a guy
You showed up with a boombox
And stars in your eyesWhen Adrian gave me that umbrella that was how it started. Him looking at me with those eyes made me feel overwhelmed with the butterflies in my tummy .
Who knew cuddling on trampolines
Could be so reckless?
We bonded over Black Eyed Peas
And complicated exes
Fell so deeply into it
It was all so innocentWe became friends, i wanted more but to you i was always just a friend it was my first love. I fell so quickly that i didn't see those cracks maybe i should have.
Now I'm a homewrecker, I'm a slut
I got death threats fillin' up semi-trucks
Tell me who I am, guess I don't have a choice
All because I liked—now because of that crush people think I am jealous that is why I am lying but can't they see that isn't like me. Now they call me all kind of things and I got death threats blowing up my phone. Telling me who I am guess I really don't have a choice
I'm a hot topic on your tongue
I'm a rebound gettin' 'round stealin' from the young
Tell me who I am, guess I don't have a choice
All because I liked a boyNow you spread rumours about me. Accusing me of lying and Bullying. Saying I am stealing from that liar all because I liked a coward
Ooh, oh
I'm not catastrophizing
Everything's derailing
Was only tryna hold you close
While your heart was failingIts getting worse. From verbal abuse to physical abuse everything's derailing. I didn't do anything at first cause you said not to believed you cause I was delusional.
It's not internet illusion
Just two kids going through it
You said I'm too late to be your first love
But I'll always be your favoriteIt was just an illusion when you said" whether it mattered if both of us knew". Just two of us against the world, guess you were lying when you said that
Fell so deeply into it
It was all so innocent
Dating boys with exes
No, I wouldn't recommend itI believed you so much that I didn't see what you were doing. Setting me up to be hanged. You stand there watching is this what you meant when you said together . No I wouldn't recommend it.
I'm a homewrecker, I'm a slut
I got death threats fillin' up semi-trucks
Tell me who I am, guess I don't have a choice
All because I liked a boy
And all of this for what?
When everything went down, we'd already broken up
Please, tell me who I am, guess I don't have a choice
All because I liked a boyGuess you all were never my friends with how quickly you believed a stranger. Bullying me, Beating me, Accusing me all because I liked a boy. Or maybe because I believed the wrong people.
A/N- There will be a part-2