Sayonee Series : Lost In Transition ( Secondo : Shiloh & Hiraya )

Secondo Sayonee : Lost In Transition Dalawa

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Erebus Hiraya Emmanuel's P.O.V.

Its been three months.

Three months away from the city and from...nyebe.

It wasn't my plan, his parents told me to do it and i did, cause i cant lose him.

I thought that if kaden will be out of the picture maybe e-be can finally see me, baka ako naman yung makita niya.

Bata palang kami mahal ko na siya, we grew up together and i know its wrong but i cant help it, i fell for my bestfriend.

In the process of loving him nasaktan ko siya and i know its wrong, i know its all on me but i regret it now.

Im trying so hard to move on.

Kaya nung bumalik kami ng pilipinas i started distancing myself from him and ares.

I contacted justin de dios when i heard that there would be an event.

Nyebe love kaden, still love him despite all the things that happened and i was so wrong to be in between their happiness.

Mali ako at araw araw pinagsisisihan ko yun, araw araw inuusig ako ng kunsensya ko.

I was there....magpapaalam na sana ako kay nyebe at ares, pero nakita ko sila, nyebe, kaden and ares papasok ng bahay nila nyebe.

I was just behind them a few blocks away.

I watch how kaden carry ares and how nyebe looks at kaden with so much admiration.

Knowing nyebe he's doing it unconciously.

Tahimik akong umiyak habang pinapanood sila sa malayo, pero something in my heart finally feels light, ang gaan sa pakiramdam.

What i just watch is what is right.

I sent nyebe an email.

Doon nalang ako humingi ng tawad cause i cant face him yet.

Maybe its the shame of what i've done pero hindi ko pa talaga kaya.

Even if e-be did forgive me already, its more on the fact that i cant forgive myself for being such a horrible person to my own bestfriend.

"Sir Emmanuel ready ka na ba for your first day tomorrow?" The principal or owner ask as she ended the short tour around the small school premises.

I applied as a nursery teacher in this small school named international advance pre-school of siargao general luna para maalis isip ko sa kung ano anong mga bagay.

Newly built. Its a modern type of nursery school which is highly secured and only accepting a small number of children.

I smile and nodded "yes ma'am i am i just hope that the kids would like me" im a tad bit nervous about this.

i mean teaching them to write and read would be easy but handling a bunch of kids had never been my thing, i have a few small cousins but thats it.

My former job in the city had been in a university as a music and arts professor i was handling adults not kids who can possibly cry!

"Nako sir masasanay ka din im sure you'll do just fine madalas naman mababait mga bata dito at hindi nakakasakit ng ulo" sagot niya naman sakin.

I hope so ma'am, i hope so.