Sayonee Series : Lost In Transition ( Secondo : Shiloh & Hiraya )

Secondo Sayonee : Lost In Transition Apat

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Erebus Hiraya Emmanuel's P.O.V.

Fuck him.

I just wanted to move on why cant this alexander's leave me the fuck alone?

Nasa siargao na ko! Siargao for fucks sake? How can one of them be here all of the sudden?

Spring is cute but his dad? Tangina nya.

Im already suffering hindi pa ba sapat yun? They already have nyebe and im all alone and miserable.

Ang kapal ng mukha nya to smirk at me looking all high and mighty just because i did one mistake! One mistake that ive been regretting all my life cant he just fucking drop it?!

"Kuya isa pa" im already slurring i know that but i just want everything to disappear.

All this pain.

I want to forget about him...about nyebe.

I want to unlove him.

"Sir mukhang di nyo na kaya" puna ng bartender but regardless he still gave me another shot of whiskey.

Gusto ko umiyak pero ayoko na din nakakapagod kasi.

I dont even deserve to cry, ako yung nagkamali. I deserve this.

I gulp down the shot and put it back down on the counter "*hic* kuya isa pa" when i saw him hesitating.

I smile at him, or was it a wince? Di ko na alam.

"Last na kuya *hic* k-kaylangan ko lang" i even lift up my hand to make a one sign to prove my point.

Napailing siya o baka paningin ko lang yung di tama, i beam drunkly nung nilapagan niya pa ako ng isang shot.

Kukunin ko na sana pero may kamay na nauna sakin? Huh. I look at the table infront of me confuse.

Asan na yung shot ko.

Tinignan ko si kuya bartender mukhang tumatawa siya.

Niloloko nya ata ako.

Sinimangutan ko siya "kuya yung shot kooo" angal ko habang kunot noong nakatingin sa kanya habang tinatap yung counter table.

Gusto ko lang naman uminom pati ba naman si kuya hadlang?

"Sir binigay ko na po"

"Huh" taka kong nilibot mata ko sa mahabang table pero wala naman.

"Wala--" "i think you had enough teacher hira" a deep voice whisper just by my ear kaya napatigil ako ng pagsasalita at pagrereklamo kay kuya bartender.

Kinilabutan ako kasi parng hinipan niya tenga ko, iblink reach back to push the guy whover he is away "ano ba! Wag ka nga lumapit sakin" inis kong sambit bago siya lingunin.

I squint my eyes at him, bat di ko kasi sinuot salamin ko or contact lence. Ay tama baka makatulugan ko kasi.

Sino ba to?

"Sino ka *hic* ba huh?" Tanong ko habang inaaninag kung sino siya.

"Sir kakilala nyo ba si sir?" Rinig kong tanong nung bartender.

"Yeah manong, boyfriend ko po" sagot nung lalaki.

Napasinghap ako, ako may boyfriend? Wala! Di naman ako mahal ni nyebe. Ang kapal ng mukha neto sino ba to?