Sorry, But I'm not Perfect

Chapter 2

I am not an ordinary 16 year old girl.

I love sports, as in I am very sporty. I love running too.

I love drawing, listening to songs, reading novels and playing games online.

I love dresses and getting my hair done. But also I love getting dirty at football or playing in the rain.

I love traveling and going to new places every day, or every week. I like going to new areas with my family, or my friends.

I am different than other girls and I am happy for that.

I have two good friends. One who is closer to me than the other, but they are both sisters to me and I don't want to lose them. I won't be able to cope if I lost them.

Most girls are usually closer to their Mum's, than their fathers. But for myself I am closer to my Dad, than my Mum.

I am Daddy's little girl and my sister is Mummy's little girl. Despite our age we will always be that.

My family are everything to me. Especially my Dad.

I made a promise to my Dad that if he left me in this world, I wouldn't survive and I would join him too. But things change and some promises break. So, what we promise can never be fulfilled. I wish things didn't have to happen like this, but sometimes we cannot control something that we are involved in. Only the powerful people can, I mean only your God can.

I am a Muslim, half cast that is. I'm half Muslim and half Christian. I have two Gods; one is Jesus and other is Allah. This is because my Mum is a Christian and my Dad is a Muslim. I believe I am more Muslim than an Christian, but I am not sure what one I really want to be to be honest.