Benevolence

Chapter 1

March 25, 1994 Los Angelos, California

Tupac pov

I was sitting on my back porch looking up at the California sunset that seem to never get old to me. And thinking about life, And I definitely feel like it's time to go another route for sure in a year or two.  I had 2 albums under my belt with interscope, 2pacalypse Now, and Strictly 4 my N.I.G.G.A.Z. And not to mention I was in a few movies so far, Noting But Trouble, Juice, Poetic Justice, and Above the rim that just dropped two days ago in the movie theaters. I do plan on dropping at least 3 more albums for my fans and supporters because music can get you through a whole lot. But I do plan on moving away from this music to branch off into other things.

And just do my own thing especially with this west coast and east coast beef starting to rise man shit can get really real out here. That's why I want to get out of that negative environment with the dope dealers slanging rocks on the corner dudes out here carrying tecs, and glocks. But I know coming up as a young brother wasn't easy watching momma struggle to pay bills and a lot of the times just be thankful to have a roof over my head. Wasn't to many Christmases or holidays. But I did look forward to birthdays getting a card from mom and to many it may not seem like a whole lot, but she did what she could.

Getting clothes here and there. When I got old enough to help moms out, I was writing raps, but I knew writing raps wasn't going to help mom pay these bills right now, and I couldn't sit back and watch mom struggle. So, I started slanging rocks and weed soaking up the game from the ogs. Yeah, it feels good not to see mom not struggle no more but, to keep getting locked up wasn't the path I wanted to keep going down, and I knew I couldn't keep slanging on these corners. So, I went back to writing raps putting all my effort and started to get recognize for my music.

  I'm thankful to be where I'm at now and move mom out the ghetto to a nice house that's paid for with all that shit, I put her through. She will always be my black queen. I was interrupted by my house phone ringing. "Now who in the hell calling my house phone at 6 in the evening" not many people have my house phone number they could've just called me on my 94 Motorola got be one of the homies. I walked back into the house picking up the house phone.

"Hello"? "Pac fool wassup man". Shit Kadafi man kicking back relaxing taking a nice little break sipping on this little cup of hennessy brought it out for this little occasion". "Man, you and that hennessy, but all jokes aside man Pac I'm proud of you seeing you in above the rim and I had to go see that as soon as it hit the movies. Keep doing your thing". I let out a laugh.

"I appreciate it Kadafi man, and you know me I love me some hennessy, and some wine. But you know I don't drink like that". "I feel you Pac man. You getting into anything tonight"? "To be honest I'm stay in tonight just enjoy some relaxation time after working on that movie and dropping that album, but we definitely go be kicking it soon homie". "Alright Pac I'm at home might bring out the old school and take a cruise. Heck might even see some fine hunnies or something to see if I still got game".

"Kadafi, I'm tell you something it may seem like plenty of fish in the sea, but some of it isn't worth catching that's for sure. And fucking around a woman might end up running game on you and isn't go be fun when it happens to you. All I'm saying just be patient you will find a woman that's go rock with you, and you going to know when you do. Also make sure you wrap it up don't be out here making babies plus it's to many stds and shit out for what you be doing, and you're not going to find a good woman you keep doing the same shit. But don't be out here getting into trouble either".   

"Here you go with that wisdom shit Pac, but I know you looking out for me and I can respect that forsho you know I keep this heater tuck incase these fools try me. But I'm hit you later Pac". "Alright Kadafi". I hung up my house phone. Sometimes Kadafi can be hardheaded. That's my god brother and watched him grow up as a kid. Even know Kadafi is 17 that's like my little brother to me, and I only got the best intentions for him and show him you don't have to get wrap up in this living. And just focus on your music. 

I was fixing to eat my burgers I had grilled up early before my cell started ringing. "Damn I was just about to get my grub on". "Hello"? "Hey son I just wanted to say congratulations in Above The Rim. I'm proud of you Tupac and a s a mother to see her son blossom despite what others say, and seeing how far you came is a good feeling". "Thanks momma you know I appreciate it. And this only the beginning I got many things in the making momma".

"I know baby just don't work yourself to hard now and actually take some time to enjoy yourself, oh I forgot to ask you did you find a nice woman yet"? I couldn't help but let out a laugh "momma you know I'm enjoying my relaxation time got me a little cup of hennessey. I could've brought the wine out, but you know me just a simple guy and I grilled me some burgers. But as far as meeting a nice woman momma not yet in due time I will. Nowadays some women only want to use me because of my name, or what I could do for them. All I want in a woman that loves me for me, not the things I can do for. And that keeps it classy not trashy".

"And you will baby just know you're going to feel that connection when you do. I'm not go keep you to long knowing you probably over there stuffing your face with some food right now". "I actually was about to take a bite of my burger before my cell started ringing". "Well, I'm let you get back to eating and make sure you come see your momma soon love you". "Love you to momma".

I took my plate of food and sat on my coach and turned the tv on. I was watching my favorite movie Scarface. I can honestly say I'm looking forward to the new things that's coming, but little did I know.

I know this chapter is a little on the shorter side but the next chapter is definitely longer this one.