Dear Boys [5sos]

To My Brothers/Mates

my best mates, i'm sorry but i couldnt take it anymore

if you read this, i have committed suicide.

You all really helped me though this, but it all became too much to handle. nothing is no one's fault, it was my decision and i am happy about it. wish i could group hug you all a last time, but i cant. please take care of Sierra and Petunia, my girls, for me.

you also have individual letters as well, so this is not the last you read from me. Tell Si that I love her, and wish i was able to stay with her. sadly i am too selfish to do so.

these letters were really hard for me to write, i had them lying in a drawer, so whenever i felt the urge to commit (which is often) i could put them on my nightstand, so you would get them, if i actually did leave this earth.

is it easier to stay, is it easier to go?

please don't forget me, i might have chosen to leave this destination in universe, but i didn't choose to leave you.

promise to think back to all of our memories together, with happiness, be happy for me, hey, i succeed in what i wanted.

i love you all, equally as my brothers (who knows, Jack might be the best Hemmings after all)

sincerely yours

for the last time, Luke Hemmings

AN: its not my original idea, all credits for that goes to thepotatoolookfor1D , her story is probably much better, but hers is a 1D one