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I awake not knowing where I am at first. I look around me and realize I'm back in my room. Memories of the night before floods my brain. I shake my head sharply. No no no no no. Why would I do that. It's so not like me. I stand up out of bed. A head splitting headache hits me and I almost fall. I catch myself on my dresser. I take deep breaths as the pain subsides. I turn and see my disheveled state in my mirror in my room. My cloths are wrinkled badly and my hairs a mess. I shake my head again. I grab clothes out of my drawer. I walk into the bathroom and turn the water on. As it heats up I undress myself. I see all the dark purple marks on my abdomen from the night before. I also see the healing red mark on my neck. I sigh and step in the shower.

Harry's POV:

I awake expecting to feel a warmth next to me but there is nothing at all. I open my eyes expecting to see Draco. Nothing. And by the fact that the bed on his side is so cold I'm almost sure he snuck off last night when I fell asleep. I slam my fists down on the mattress and curse at myself for not making sure he was actually asleep the night before. Tears fill my eyes. Why would he do that? Why would he run off? He was probably using me to get himself off. That fucking bastard. Who needs him anyway. I sigh. Me, I needed him. I get up out of bed to look for a note mabey explaining why he left. Nothing. I slam my fist against the wall. I can feel as the bone in my knuckles break. I yell out in pain. My knees hit the ground and I sit on my legs and look up at the ceiling. I close my eyes as tears stream down my face. I'm holding my broken hand in my good one. "Why would you do this to me Draco?" I question no one at all. I scream again in pain. This time the pain doesn't come from my hand. It comes from my heart. If he didn't want me that was fine but I was got to figure out why he was ignoring me.

Draco's POV:

I head to the great ha and scan the tables. Some eyes turn my way. It's been known for years that I was bi. Sinii dated one of the Ravenclaws and he told like everyone in the school. Most people were supportive. And those who weren't were to scared to say anything. I notice that Harry isn't in here. A part of me wonders why. I shake my head and sit at my spot. Blaise looks at me and raises an eyebrow. "Long night?" He asks. I sigh. "I guess you can say that" I answer. Pansy leans over. She knew I wasn't interested in her. In fact her and a Hufflepuff girl were together. "Dray what's wrong" she asks. Blaise gives me a look like he wants to know too. I shake my head. "I'll tell you two later" I say under my breath. They nod and continue eating. I'm not hungry at all so I just sit there. The great hall doors slam open and Harry walks in. I see his hand is wrapped and worry fills me. He meets my gaze and a mixture of hate, disgust, sadness, and regret wash over his face. He shakes his head and looks away from me. He walks over to his table. His friends all welcome him to the table as he sits. I can see the Granger girl grab his wrapped hand and ask him something. He shakes his head. The redhead boy next to him on the the other side says something and I can see them all burst out laughing. Pain fills me as I see him. He catches my eye again and we look at each other for a second. Blaise taps my shoulder and I break eye contact with Harry. I look at Blaise and to my other side and see both him and Pansy are staring at me in concern almost. "Yes" I reply softly. "Is part of the problem The Chosen One" Pansy says quietly. I nod feeling ashamed of my self. Pansy looks at Blaise they have a mental conversation with just looks. They both stand and Pansy grabs my hand making me come with them. I glance back and see Harry staring. When he catches me looking he averts his attention elsewhere. I turn back around and keep my head down. We walk through the halls silently. I go to open my mouth but inget interrupted. "Nanana zip it" Pansy says. I close my mouth and silently curse myself for listening to her. We show up in the Slytherin common room and we head up to my room. As we go in, Pansy first then me then Blaise. Blaise closes and locks the door. Pansy sits down on my bed. Blaise sits in my chair at my desk. And I sit on my little couch. I pick up the huge teddy bear my mother got me my first year here. "Explain exactly what happened" Pansy says lightly. I look between them. They have such trusting looks on their faces. I burst out in tears and tell them everything from the start. They sit there quietly, they occasionally gasp. But other than that their quiet. When I get to the part about what me and Harry, well, did. I wasn't as detailed. And by time I finished I was in tears. I was gasping for breath. Pansy gets up and sits next to me. I lay my head on her lap as she strokes my hair comfortingly. Like a mother would. She shushes me and Blaise sits there unable to do anything. When I finish crying I sit up and wipe my eyes. "Sorry" I say. "You don't have to apologize for anything mate" Blaise says patting my back. I shake my head. "You guys are probably repulsed by me now that you know what I am... And what I did" I say looking at the ground. They both burst out laughing. I look between them two. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry" Blaise says between laughs. They both settle down as they quit laughing. "Mate we already knew what you were" Blaise says. Shock ripples though me. "What ho-" I'm cut off again. "Draco you can't hide something that big from us. We figured that out years ago. Who do you think told Snape the times you needed medicine" Pansy says. I shake my head again. "If you knew why didn't you say something sooner" I say. "We were waiting till you were ready to tell us" Blaise says. Tears fill my eyes again. "I've felt so alone all these years. I've felt like I had no one to talk to. You should of told me you knew" I say looking between them. Pansy shakes her head. "We're sorry" she says. "It's fine" I reply. "And we don't hate you about Potter either" Blaise says. I sigh. "Thank you" I sigh. They laugh slightly. "No problem" Pansy says "Now sleep about. You need it" she says as she leads me to my bed. I lay down and fall asleep almost instantly. They leave the room and I fall asleep.

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