I awake as I hear a crash across my room. I sit up and look the direction of the noise. I see Pansy with a big stuffed snake. She was trying to put it in my closet but ended up knocking down my weed stash. I get up out of bed quickly.
"Okay two things. One sorry for waking you. Two why do you have all that in here if you don't share with me," she says. I can tell she's joking and I chuckle. I pick everything up and put it back where it was.
"Why were you putting a stuffed animal in my closet," I ask her. Looking at her over my shoulder. She shrugs.
"Wanted to give you a gift. That's what friends do," she says and pushes the stuffed snake in my arms. I smile at her.
"Thanks," I say ad I walk over and put it on my couch around the stuffed bear.
"Now if you don't mind getting out so I could change that would be awesome," I say, only half jokingly. She shakes her head and leaves the room. I get in a cute outfit and leave my room.(This is the outfit just without the mask and ears. And with a longer shirt)
You leave the room and Pansy looks at you.
"Kinky ass bitch," she says to you. You shrug.
"Never know when I'll meet a hot guy," she rolls her eyes. You both leave and go twords the library. You walk past The Golden Trio. They all look you up and down. No looks of disgust. Only two looks of question. And a look of longing. You meet Harry's eyes and his burn with fury. He goes to follow you but Hermione grabs his arm and whispers something in his ear. He looks from her to you and huffs before leaning back on the wall. You watch as his eyes follow you. You turn your face from him. Walking with your head down. Why was he going to go to you? Was he mad about last night? Was he mad at me? All these questions in my head. But no answers I could find. I sigh as a pressure of sadness builds in me. Knowing that I messed up is one thing. Admitting it is another. That's not the Malfoy way. God what is wrong with me.Harry's POV:
I see as Draco comes around a corner. Me, Ron, and Hermione stop talking and watch as him and Pansy walk past. I feel a pain well up in my chest. And madness fills me as I remember how he just left me without a reason. I want to talk to him. No, I need to talk to him. I push myself off the wall and take a step forward. Before I know it I feel a hand on the back of my shirt and I'm pulled back. I look and see Hermione. She shakes her head slightly and leans twords me.
"You know you have to give him some time. Don't push it," she says. I look from her to him. I huff at the realization but then lean myself back on the wall. He walk away around the corner. I wait a few minutes, Ron and Hermione both watching me attentively, ready for what I do next. I've been known to randomly snap. They were well aware of that and they weren't taking any chances. Once I think Draco and Pansy would be far enough away I slide down the wall with a loud groan. My head in-between my legs and my eyes trained on the ground. Tears threatening to fall from my eyes as I take a deep breath.
"I never thought it would be this hard just to see him. What did I do so wrong that made him hate me enough to fuck then leave me," I say as tears fall. I feel Hermione get down to my level and place her hand on my shoulder.
"Harry you didn't do anything wrong. He probably was just scared, don't beat yourself up about it," she says soothingly. I inhale deeply.
"Yea but I've loved him since third year. Not thinking it's my fault is easier said than done," I say trying not to sob. She wraps her arms around me, embracing me in a hug. I hug her back. God how I loved Hermione, in a sibling way. She was always there for me, as was Ron. I pull away and force myself to stand back up again.
"Your right. I shouldn't blame myself for this," I say ad I wipe my eyes. I shake my head and walk back to the Griffindor area with them. I silently promise myself that I would try approaching Draco again.
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drarry into the omegaverse
Fanfictionsmut, explicit language, sa, not based off of the books or movies