Don't LOVE Me {MileBib}

I left no one

I was thinking about his words. I couldn't blame him because it was my fault. After that incident my smile fad away again. I knew that the happiness I was expecting everything was lie.

Few days passed. He kept hurting me like he used to. But still treating my wounds and cuddled while sleeping but I didn't feel comfortable. I felt to much hurt and also afraid of him more than before. I wanted to go home but...I couldn't go. My parents didn't want me.

It was almost night. Raining heavily outside. After finishing my dinner we went to his room. He got on bed.

"Come here"

I silently went beside him as he hugged me and turned on the TV. There was news showing about human execution. He looked at me for once.

"Can you..."

I nodded without hearing the rest of the question. I wanted to see how cruel they were. Though It was not the first time seeing an execution.

A man was announcing–"From now on 5 humans will be executed everyday... Today we have 5 traitors who tried to break vampire rules. Let the execution begin."

On by one their name announced,  brought under the Sharp blade and in a second the humans head cut off from the body. When the 3rd person came in front, my eyes were wide open.

–– the next are a couple. They lost money in gambling and also tried to went out from the jail. They tried to harm one of us. First one is "Clara Sumettikul" ––

It was my mom. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Her face was lifeless. They made her bowed down Her head and placed it under the blade. Her head rolled down. Tears were flowing down from my eyes. I jumped off the bed and kneeled down in front of the TV.

Then the next one was my father.

–– the next one is "Jonathan Sumettikul"
Also got the same punishment.––

Before they bowed him down he requested to say something.

"Bible, son....if you're seeing this.... Please forgive us, son. As a father I never could do anything for you....I and your mom always used you for our happiness....we sold you...I don't know what kind of situation you're in. How are you if you're listing to me or not but.... I want to say that we are bad parents, still...we love you....if you can't forgive us it's ok. We really deserve this punishment."

He's voice was breaking and he cried out. They bowed him down and again. He was gone. My parents were no more. At least they were my last hope. My mind wasn't working. I lost both of my parents in a minute.

I was on that position for a while. It took me some time to observe whatever just happened. I run out of the room also from the house. Maybe he was coming after me but I was too lost to saw that.

I went in the rain. I screamed out loud. I didn't care about anyone. I said out loud everything inside me.

"WHY!? WHY GOD WHY? WHY YOU HAD TO TAKE AWAY EVERYTHING FROM ME?!!! WHY YOU MADE MY LIFE LIKE HELL? WHY YOU'RE DOING THIS TO ME?.….I left no one....I LEFT NO ONE....WHY I'M STILL ALIVE... TOOK AWAY MY LIFE TOO. I DON'T WANT TO LIVE..."

I was crying as the rain washing away all the tears. I laid down. After few minutes he came to me. Without saying anything he also laid down beside me, grabbed my hand so tight. I cried out loud. He hold me into his arms tight.

"You shouldn't have saw that."

"I left no one...why? Why it always has to be me?"

We stayed like that for a long time.

"Come inside. You'll catch a cold."

I didn't say anything. He took me in a bridal style and went inside the house. He made a warm bath for me. We went to the bath, my head was laying on his board chest. My head was heavy. A storm was running inside my heart.

He took my chin in his index, made me look at him.

"I know how are you feeling right now. Don't worry. You still have me."

He pushed his lips against mine. I closed my eyes but couldn't stop the tears.

After showering he dry my hair and helped me changed my clothes. He hugged me and went to sleep but I couldn't. Lots of thoughts were coming in my mind.

Should I trust him or not. If he left me again. Will he ever love me. Where will I go.

After few days I was so much quite. He didn't bother me. He brought me food but I couldn't eat. Most of the time I lost in my thoughts. He went out everyday for few hours.

That day he was also out off the house. I was roaming around the house like I always did. Suddenly I heard slam in the door. I thought it was him but he usually came late. So went downstairs but, it was not him.

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End of this part. Thanks for reading. Sorry for errors.