Sociopath x Introvert

INTRO I (INTROVERT)

Have you ever had feelings for someone who you think doesn't give a damn about you?

The thoughts of knowing a person who would never care for you but you feel like that it might be possible if you try?

Well that's how I feel most of the time with my highschool friend Mateo.         

I'll do anything for him.

Kind of weird, right? It's weird that a girl is the one who will do anything for the boy she loves.

But that's life and you need to accept everything it throws at you.

My name is Gaille Jae Samson, a typical shy person.

I know that myself that I am an introvert but none of my friends knew that about me.

Lumaki ako sa isang maykayang pamilya, ang aking magulang ay parehong nagtratrabaho at I am currently studying at Grandview High as a grade 9 student.

I am always at the Top 10 overall students at our school since kindergarten up until now. I would say that I am kind of a nerd, well obviously. :P

I don't have many friends I only have a few close friends.

At kahit na sa few close friends ko ay dinidistansiya ko pa rin ang sarili ko.

Di ako mahilig sa mga get-together kapag di yung mga 'few close friends' ko ang kasama.

I like being alone especially when I read.

Naiirita ako kapag may taong dumidikit sa akin, gusto ko palagi akong solo, sa projects, sa homeworks, at kahit sa mga PETA.

I met my friend Mateo at my first year of high school or our grade 7 school year.

He was a transferee that time while I am an old student who studied here starting way back elementary. TT_TT

Noong nakilala ko siya noon ay medyo naiirita ako kasi papansin siya. Wala siyang magawa kundi tawagin at isigaw ang pangalan ko.

Nangungulit siya at may panahon na inaway ko siya, iniwasan, at di nagpansinan dahil naiirita ako sa pagpapansin niya.

Di kalaunan ay nakonsensiya at nagsorry tapos nasanay na ako at parang ayoko na humiwalay sa kanya.

Nagkagusto ako sa kanya nung malapit na matapos ang school year naming nung grade 7 at lumalim ng lumalim hanggang ngayong grade 9 na kami.

Para sa akin ang kaibigan kong si Mateo ay kakaiba di lang dahil papansin siya o ano kundi dahil marami akong nakikitang side niya na hindi nakikita ng ibang tao.