The Alpha Diary

Think about it

I started loosing control,the kiss was getting deep,lustful and heated, saliva was dripping from side of our mouths,rain is totally moaning mess and shivering,his fingers are clenched in my chest,my body started heating,his body is begging for release,as the kiss become intense and i didn't gave him chance to catch breath,i finally break the kiss,at my driver's voice

"...sir we are here..."

"Wait Outside"I immediately asked my driver after breaking the kiss...It's not that it's embarrass or something after all we were making out in front of him, the driver was himself an omega and now family knows that rain is my mate,and when you are with your mate everyone knows that anything can happen anytime,but i just wanted us to be alone before dropping Rainy off...

"..Aaahhhh"rain let out groan,he was breathing heavy, trying to catch oxygen his face turned flushed red,his lips became swollen,bloody and more plumy,i rubbed my thumb on his sexy delicious lips...

".. Baby..."I said after catching my own breath loosen my tight grip on his little face.

"...your heat...is it completed....?I am sorry i forget to ask before"....I asked him with low voice...

"...No phii...today is second day...but i took 2 suppressant in morning"

I got shocked on what he just said and my face turned red with anger..."Rain why did u took 2 are u out of your mind u know na how harmful the single is..and you took 2,how can be you so childish and stupid..." I shouted making boy flinch,all in my angry mode.

..."sorry phii"..i said after seeing him like this...he is worried and angry,i didn't know what to do as my heat went high yesterday so I took 2 suppressant,i had no idea about how it's so harmful,I realised his hands dropped from my face and his eyebrows frowned... seeing him like this is really scary..but I did mistake so his reaction was obvious...

".... I'm really sorry phii...I didn't knew about it..i don't wanted to make you worried so i took it when I was getting dressed...."I said putting my hand on his angry face,tears are escaping from my eyes, wetting his lap.

I looked into his eyes which are now flowing with tears...and his little hands were cupping my face...but I'm still angry on his stupidity,I hold his hand and took them away from my face...my heart is paining,like broken in pieces while seeing him cry..

".....Rainy how can you be so stupid u r already this small and soft...and then u did enough to hurt yourself...u know na I promised u to keep u safe how can u do this to me....what will I do if you get hurt...."

"....sor.ry...hic...phi...hic..I..hic..di.dn't..me.an...to..make..hic..yo..u...worr..y...."

...shhh..it's ok baby...come here..."i opened my arms and took him in my embrace and wiped his tears... don't cry now...u have to go to class,ur frnds will laugh on your drowned rat looking face...."
"r u still angry phii.."!?......"I am but I can forgive u if u let me help you instead of suppressant..."

".... seriously phii....you can help..."I said raising my chin and looking into his eyes.

".....yuss baby... offcourse i can and i will..."so take your time to think and let me know later ok..."

"...but why I've to think about it...u can do it..."

".....No baby think about it carefully and then tell me..and call me as soon as u r done wid your classes u already have my number..."I said and brushed his hairs wid my hands, arranging his clothes,and wiped his teary face...."now go baby sky must be waiting for u".....

"...khup....rain is going now..."ummmhaaa...i pecked on his lips and quickly got out of the car and ran away...

I was stunned by his sudden action,he ran away as soon he kissed me....I got out car immediately"Naughty boy.... Don't run..."and shouted from behind,My mind was still thinking about my boy's stupidity what if he get hurt....ohhhh god this boy...