Married to the don

Family time

Amara Moratti

I fell asleep again, with Luca next to me and Ace smell around me. I felt save, after months of being alone with all, I felt save again.

I woke up a few hours later to Ace feeding Luca, it was something to watch. The last months all I dreamed of was this, I wanted to wake up with him next to me. Watch him hold Luca in his armes.

Every single day I woke up to an cold bed, I was alone. Until now, this moment, this way of waking up. All I ever wanted. Him.

Ace looked up, his blue eyes meeting mine. "He has some strong lungs" Ace said, smirking down at Luca. "I didn't even hear him" I told him. My eyes now fixed on Luca.

"He woke up, I didn't wanted to wake you up, because I thought you deserved some sleep. We went down stairs and got his milk, Alina explained to me how it worked" Ace said. There was something in his eyes, the way they shined, it was different.

He lived Luca and he lived me, I knew that but his eyes made that so much more clear. An humans eyes are the window to his soul. I remember my grandmother telling me that.

She died long ago, yet I knew that she loved with every part of het body the man she was forced to marry. I was lucky, I got to know Ace,  I got ti fall in love and when I marry him, I'm was going to marry the live of my life.

"My parents are coming over later, mamma wants to meet her little bambino and my Vater is also quite interested in meeting him, my little guy here" ace told me, whispering the last part nearly so quiet that I barely understood him.

"He is going to love them" I said. " and they are going to love him" he said, placing the bottle in his nightstand. Luca was asleep in his armes, as ace got up. "I still can't believe that he is really here" Ace said, quietly.

"You missed his birth" I said, tears turning in my eyes. "I didn't" ace said, placing Luca in his little bed, before walking into the breath room.

"Wait, what" I said getting up. "You can't just walk out of the room, after saying you were there while I was going though the worst pain of my life ALONE" I said, my voice getting louder as I stepped into the bathroom.

"So, explain to me now, what do you mean with saying you were there" I asked, crossing my armes while standing in front of an shirtless Ace.

Not a bad sign

"I was there" he said. I looked at him, before taking one step toward him. Before I even realised what I was doing my hand meet his cheek and his face moved to the side.

A tear left my eye, as it really hit me. He was there. Before he could say anything I turned around an left the bathroom and our room. "Amara" I heard him, but I chose to ignore him.

"Amara" I heard him again this time closer. I felt his hand on my forearm before I was pulled into his chest. Hard. "Let me go" I yelled, struggling against his hold. Tears were now streaming down my face and it didn't took long before I cried into his chest.

"I'm sorry" he said, his hand brushing over my hair. "You were there and you still let me do it alone, I needed you, I needed you all these months. You send me away." I cried.

"I'm sorry, but it was the only way I could be sure you and Luca would stay save." He said, when I started to shake my head. "I'm sorry, okay. I'm sorry, but I won't apologise for sending you away, okay. I love you Amara, I fucking love, so much it hurts. I had to keep you and my son save and I did what I needed to do, I'm order to keep you and him save" he said, his voice cracking.

"Even if it meant to break my own heart in oder to keep you two save." He placed a kiss against the top of my head. I looked up at him, wiping cheeks. "I love you" I said, looking up at him.

"I love you more, Amara I love you so fucking much, I needed to be there while you give birth even if it meant for me to not be next to you, but I needed to see it, other wise I would have regret it" he said, looking me in the eyes.

I placed my hand against his cheek, placing a kiss on his lips. "Do" kiss. "Never" kiss. "Send" kiss. "Me" kiss. "Away" I finished. "Other wise you will regret it" I said, which made Ace laugh.

And then he kissed me, hard. I could feel his kiss in my whole body. Like butterflies though my whole body, setting every single nerve on fire. "Now" ace started, pulling way. "We better get ready to spend some family time" he finished, placing one last kiss on top of my nose.

"Go get ready" he said.

One hour late I was freshly showered and was wearing an flowing summer dress. Ace took the task of getting Luca ready while I took a shower, him and Luca were now matching, with an white shirt and some black pant, even when Ace was wearing and white dreads shirt and suit pants, while Luca was only wearing his white shirt and black shorts.

"You two look cute" I said. "Do you ever wear something else than an suit" I asked Ace, opening one of the bottoms on his dress shirt. "Sometimes" he said. Smiling at me.

"Let's go" Ace said, placing an kiss on my lips. Ace made his way down to the living room, with Luca in his armes. I smiled at both of them.

I heard an knock on the door and went to open it. Alicia, Alberto, Alina and Damien where standing outside, smiling at me. "Now, where is my sweet little bambino" Alicia asked, moving past me toward Ace.

"Ohh my first grandson, how handsome you are" she said, smiling down at him. Ace Hand him over to his mother and looked at me, smiling. Damien was standing next to Alina, with his arm around her shoulder, smiling at Luca and Alicia.