Warnings:
Female reader, self harm, suicide attemptThe soft breeze, the chirp of the crickets, the gentle glow of the moon, you loved it all. It was the perfect atmosphere to forget all your problems, or even just for your own enjoyment. Tonight nothing bad had happened, it's just the night was the perfect t temperature. You took the same path through the night you have many times before. Everyone always told you it was dangerous to go out at night, but you were willing to take that risk, but you still carried a knife with you, just in case.
It was then that you saw a silhouette in the moonlight. You were a bit shocked since almost no one comes out here, except for you that is. You didn't think the man (or woman, you couldn't tell) would do anything but you were on guard just in case. Then you saw the figure reach into their pocket... and took out a gun. Your heart began to race a little faster, why would someone bring a gun out here? They didn't see you, did they? Were they planning on killing someone? But maybe they were just hunting? But why would someone be hunting this late at night? You gripped onto your knife and began to prepare yourself for a confrontation. You hid behind a tree hoping whoever this was didn't see you.
The person began loading the gun, your heart beating a million times an hour now. Then they raised the gun up to their head and put their finger on the trigger. Oh no, they were gonna kill themselves! You had to react quickly.
"Nooo!" You charged straight at the figure and nearly tackled them to the ground. Your arms were now wrapped around them. You also couldn't help but notice their sweet scent. It seemed almost familiar. You have definitely smelled that scent before, you just couldn't put your finger on it...
"What the hell??" The person yelled and quickly turned around and... Wait, was it?
"Y/N??" he stuttered. He turned around as you saw a familiar hat in his hands.
"Ruv??" you gasped. You couldn't believe it. The figure was your crush this whole time... You just couldn't recognize him because he has taken his hat off. You blushed as your arms were still wrapped around him.
"What are you doing here??" he whisper shouted.
You didn't know what to say. Ruv had been your crush for quite some time now. You could talk to him occasionally, but he always seemed so cold and distant. Most people were put off by this but this intrigued you. Why did he act that way? He didn't seem to have many friends, so was he just antisocial, or was there something about his mysterious aura really lured you in. Although you had become somewhat friends with him, you had no idea if he liked you back. But you had no idea about all this...
"D- don't do it..." you stuttered as you pulled him deeper into a hug. You took the gun out of his hand, it was a revolver. You set the gun down next to him and held his hand. You felt his arms and he flinched, you noticed they were covered in bandages that were stained red. You think you knew what he did. A heavy feeling sank in your chest. There was a lot of blood so the cuts must've been deep.