dea seducente (completed)

9

When I left Dominco was trying to assure me that Anna was Massimo's past and that I was his whole fucking future. I didn't believe a word he said cause Massimo sending me away it makes me feel as if he was not fully in it.

After I arrived in London and got settled I did a bit of re-imagining myself with a new hairstyle and color. 

I had gone to visit the places I'd always wanted to visit if I ever got to come here. I got to experience so much of British culture and learn a lot about the history of places.

and at night I'd be so alone cause I got used to being with Massimo. my bed always feels cold without him being there beside me.

It's been a few months since I've last seen and talked to Massimo. 

Since arriving in London and staying in this flat I've started doing voiceovers again so that I'd not be bored. I've also been experiencing sickness.

when I had gone to the doctor to find out what was wrong, I found out some very wonderful news.

after learning the great news I had been very careful with everything I've done and everything I consume.

I studied everything I'd need to know as I experience this journey. thought id like to not experience it alone but rather with Massi. I cause I'll be on my own till he decides to come to me.

It'd be so great if I had someone to vent to and share my love for Massimo with them. but with me having no one but my unborn child I just keep it to myself.

So I have just stayed focused on my unborn child and did all I needed and had to do for them.

there are nights when I cry from loneliness and there are nights when a sob tearlessly and just stare out into space.

I had decided instead of just staying cooped up in my flat and working id go and pamper myself then go and have some fun.

 so I headed to a spa and got a facial, a full body message, and just unwind. after leaving the spa I headed to a dress boutique and got myself a nice looking dress.

 after I had gotten ready and headed to the local hotspot I started dancing and just enjoying myself as I should've been doing all along instead of pining for someone who doesn't try to reach out to me.

When I walked up to the bar and got a virgin pina colada some guy tried the whole fall from heaven pickup line but I finished it for him making him walk away since he knew that wasn't gonna work on me.

I stood there listening to the music and watching the crowd.

When someone from my past appeared before me.

I looked at them and clenched my jaw.

"wow look at you." he says

"what do you want?" I asked

"to apologize," he says

"it takes you two in a half years to apologize?" I asked

"what I did that night was wrong I should've had fucked your best friend," he says

"no you shouldn't have but you did. so why don't you just go back and fuck her again" I say before I walk away.

He follows and keeps trying to get me to listen.

"I don't care how many times you say you're sorry or that it was an accident it happened and I ended things with you now go away and stay gone," I say before I left but he followed me the whole way to my flat.

"don't you understand English?" I asked

"just let me come in and talk to you" he says

before I could speak the door to my flat opened and arms wrap around me.

"I do believe she said for you to leave."

I wanted to cry hearing that voice that I had missed so much. but I wasn't gonna show my ex my tears and he mistakes them for something they are not.

"Who the hell are you?" he asked

"her fiance" Massimo says

my ex looks at me in disbelief.

"don't look at her like that you've not been with her for two in half years. so who she is with inst any of your fucking business. now leave before things turn ugly" Massi warns.

my ex leaves and I moved out of Massimo's arms and walk into my flat removing my heels as I went.

I can hear Massimo closing and locking the door before he walks over to me.

"where have you been?" I asked

"you look sexy" he says

"you've been radio silent with me for what ever fucking reason then you come here and what think you complimenting me will make me forget the fact that you fucking blew me off. you sent me away for whatever fucking reason and then go months without so much as a simple phone call?" I say getting heated

"I had to handle something and I didn't need you to be in the crossfire" he says

"do you know what I've been through?" I asked

"a new look and style from what I can see," he says

I scuffed at him before I walk off to my room knowing he'd follow me.

he goes to grab me and I push him off.

"I'm pissed off at you" I tell him

"I'm sorry I did what I needed to in order to keep you safe" he says

"it wasn't just you're desion to make" I tell him

he pins me against the wall and starts kissing me till I push him back.

"I'm sorry but I'd do it again just to make sure you were safe. I love you and I will not lose you" he says

I sink down on the bed and he kneels before me and softly caresses my cheeks as he brushes some hair back.

 i look at him and he pulls me to him and starts kissing me before he moves up making me fall back on the bed.

we roll around on the bed before he pins me on my back and pushes up my dress before he sucks some his fingers as I free his cock.

 after he wets his cock he shoves himself inside of me.

"go slow" I tell him

he nods his head and makes love to me over and over again.

my body welcomes him back and rejoices in the pleasuring feeling only he's ever made me feel.

when I roll over and unbutton his shirt I see a scar.

"this what you were protecting me from?" I asked

"yes. I handled it" he says as he holds my face.

I softly touch the scar and start crying.

"What's wrong?" he asked

"I could've lost you and I'd known nothing about it and it kills me cause..." I trail off

"cause what?" he asked

"it took me less than a year to fall in love with you" I say

he has me look at him before wiping the tears from my eyes.

"say it again" he says

"I love you Massimo" I tell him

he pulls me down an starts kissing me.

"I love you so much" he says

"I love you too and I have so much to tell you" I say to him

"that can wait right now I need you again" he says as he rolls us back over and starts making love to me all over again.