Damaged Goodz: Parenthood

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Anniversary Pt.2

Ivan P.O.V
I put the last little bit of flowers on the bed as I had a trail of them from the door. I had some candles lit that were said to "enhance your sex life" Our sex life was already amazing, I don't see how it could get better, but I'll try anything once. Like lingerie. I definitely had Azari help me with this. It was our anniversary and although he always said I was the "sexiest person in the world" I wanted to step it up for him.

I had an all-black, meshy, fishnet bodysuit, that had the back open. I told him to wait until I called him up, but the way my nerves were he would probably be sleeping down there by himself. I can't do this. I'm too nervous.

What if he doesn't think I'm sexy? Am I trying too hard? I think I look good with my new haircut. I like this style on me. It does make this outfit look better. I turned around to look at my butt that was out in the back. Man...I am thick. I chuckled to myself at that. I dimmed the lights in the room and made sure that my other little gift was perfect. I bought a harness sex swing for us to try.

I know, I'm doing too much, but I really just wanted to go all out for him. He always does everything for me so I wanted to do something for him. This was also my way of apologizing for what I did...I keep messing up.

Sometimes I hate that I'm so feminine. There are things I wanna do that I don't want to seem weird doing.

I wanna try makeup like one time. Get my nails done. Wear lipgloss. But I don't think Gio would like that. I don't wanna wear girl clothes, well maybe I shouldn't call them that, but you know what I mean. I just wanna wear what I want. Then again maybe I do. I wanna wear a crop top. No heels though. I'll break my neck, I'm already clumsy.

I sprayed some perfume on me and looked at myself in the mirror. You can do this Ivan. He thinks you are sexy. You don't have to believe it because Gio does.

You got this. That's your husband, don't be nervous just calm down. Don't have a panic attack you're fine. Deep breaths. In...out...

Ok.

Chocolate-covered strawberries? Check. Whipped cream? Check. Blindfold? Check. Cuffs? Check.

I had some sensual oils too that I bought so I could give him a massage. Candles lit? Check. Lights dimmed. Flowers out. Check. More wine? DOUBLE check.

Ok. Here goes nothing.

Wait! Music. "Untitled (How does it feel?)" Check.

"G-Gio!" Darnit why did I stutter!?

"You ready for me baby?" He asked me yelling up the stairs. I looked at the black rose petals and took a deep breath.

"Yes! I'm ready for you," I spoke as I heard him coming up the stairs. I'm gonna run away. Like, jump out the freaking window. I can't do this. Is this cringy? I hope he doesn't hate it. What if h-

"Pa?" He said as I looked up at him playing with my fingers giving him a nervous smile.

"Happy anniversary Gio," I said to him as he closed the door behind him and locked it. He turned around and looked at the swing on the door with a raised eyebrow.

"Oh?" He said turning to look at me. He walked toward me, but I took a step back. I shouldn't have worn this. I did too much. My cheeks are out. This is embarrassing. I'm red. "You look sexy as fuck. Like you always do, but something about today and then what you have on right now? My shit is on brick pa. You see this right? You did this. Why you backing away from me? You look fucking perfect and you smell so good. Got the whole vibe going on in the room. You nervous?"

I nodded my head looking at him.

"Did I do too much?" I asked him as he looked at me in disbelief.

"Pa, comere," He said to me as I walked over to him. He placed his hand around my neck and leaned down kissing my tenderly as I closed my eyes kissing him back. I stood on my tippy toes and wrapped my arms around his neck as he kissed me like it was our first time.