Worth It (Trans!Kurlzz x J3T)

Worth It

Johnny hadn't expected the call from Kurlzz. He'd just gotten home and was making himself dinner, but he picked up on the first ring. Kurlzz had been in hysterics, and it took Johnny a while to calm him down enough that he could understand what Kurlzz was trying to say.

Kurlzz had been seeing some girl named Enora for a few months, and he completely and utterly fell for her. She seemed nice, but Johnny had only met her a handful of times. When he found out that Enora was the reason Kurlzz was crying, he sort of wanted to burn her house down. Kurlzz didn't explain in detail on the phone, but he said that he and Enora were done and he needed some reassurance. Johnny told him he could come right over and stay as long as he needed to.

When he showed up, he was still in tears. Johnny stayed in the entryway and just hugged him for a bit, before making him a plate of food and letting Kurlzz tell him the whole story while they ate. 

Enora had been under the impression that Kurlzz was a cis man, and upon discovering he wasn't, her true colors showed really quickly. She didn't break things off with Kurlzz, but she'd been practically begging him to get surgery. Kurlzz didn't want to. He'd gone over to her place after work, and had found her in the middle of cheating on him. Two guys he'd never met before, and Enora quite literally sandwiched between them. They had a huge argument, she blamed Kurlzz for not having what she needed to satisfy her, and Kurlzz immediately broke it off and left.

Johnny did dishes and then sat in his living room with Kurlzz, pulling Kurlzz into his arms when the younger man burst into tears again. He rubbed Kurlzz's back gently, kissing the top of his head, "She doesn't know what she lost. If she really cared about you the way you cared about her, she wouldn't have asked that of you." He pulled back and took Kurlzz's hands, "Promise me something, Matt. Promise me that if you ever get surgery, which you do not have to do, that it'll be on your terms. It'll be because you want it."

Kurlzz dried his eyes on his sleeve, nodding, "I promise," He squeezed Johnny's hands gently, and then took a few deep and shaky breaths, "Maybe I..." A sheepish laugh came from him, "Maybe I should just date you, instead."

Johnny felt his face flush red, and he nearly gasped. He forced himself to speak, "Matthew, I'm...I love you." 

Kurlzz gaped, and his brain sort of felt like it was short-circuiting. He'd had a crush on Johnny for ages, but never dreamed that Johnny would have a thing for him. Much less confess love. Now that he knew, though, Johnny had become at least a hundred times more attractive to him.

"I don't know about 'love', George, but I...I..." Kurlzz dropped Johnny's hands and grabbed his face, hesitating only a moment before kissing him hard. "I really like you," He mumbled against Johnny's mouth.

A deep moan came from Johnny, and then Kurlzz felt Johnny's arms wrap around his waist. He let out a small moan of his own, his chest pressing up against Johnny's. Though he normally loved the way his binder hugged his upper body, right now it felt restricting. He wanted it off. He wanted Johnny's face between his tits. He wanted Johnny. 

Johnny clutched him tighter, pushing his tongue into Kurlzz's mouth. Kurlzz groaned and looped his arms around Johnny's shoulders, letting his tongue meet Johnny's. He felt kind of stupid for wasting so much time on Enora when he could've had the man he was kissing right now, but he was beyond ecstatic that Johnny had feelings for him.

"Matt...I want..." Johnny murmured, his lips leaving Kurlzz's and instead traveling the length of Kurlzz's throat and collarbone, "Did she ever go down on you?"