Its a Sunday morning when jeongguk and taehyung decided to go for morning walk, the park is usually very crowded and chaotic but today its peaceful and there are not a lot of people, just some kids are playing here and there.
"Ah m tired" Tae said running to the empty bench.
"Nah you are cute" Jeongguk mumbled.
"Huh"
"What.. Nothing" Jeongguk chuckled.
"Kookie"
"Hmm"
"Can I ask you something?" Tae asked dangling his feets and humming softly.
Well he wanted to ask this for a long time now.
"You can ask me anything tae" jeongguk said while sitting next to him.
"Yeah I know but it's you know I neve-r asked you this bu-t I really wanted to an-"
"Tae its ok, you know you can ask me anything" jeongguk cut him off in the middle.
"It-s just it-
"Kookiedoyoulikesomeone?" he asked in one breadth.
"Taeee relax" jeongguk said and laughed.
"Kookie do d-o y-you like someone?" Now tae asked a bit nervously he himself don't know the reason why.
"I do" jeongguk said staring at nothing.
"Huh, bu-t you neve-r told me" tae said an uneasy feeling pooling in the pit of his stomach.
He don't know what this feeling is but somewhere he knows he is not ready for this, he is not ready for what was about to come,whether this feeling is of getting to know that you are not that important or the fear of loosing someone so close to you in some way, or loosing the person whose happiness is your top priority,or knowing you are not the only one, there is that someone too or is there somthing else?
'Am I ready to share you with someone'else'
Its just somewhere he knows he doesn't want to share him with someone else.
He is not ready to share his kookie but the question is why? In fact he should be happy right now knowing that there is someone special in his kookie's life, Well he is nowhere close to happiness after knowing this.
"Why so suddenly?" Jeongguk asked looking at him.
"I don't know I just want to I guess, so whose the lucky one"
"Ill tell you when the right time comes" jeongguk said smiling that didn't reached his eyes.
"Oh okay" tae replied nothingness in his voice.
I don't know when you will realise that there is someone here loving you silently. Jeongguk thought.
In the middle of the night jeongguk stirred from his sleep when he heard knocking on his door, he got up and went to open the door, and there is taehyung with tears staining face sofly sobbing and oh boy jeongguk's stomach drops then and there, sleep long forgotten.
"Baby what's wrong come here, are you okay, are you having panic attacks again, is there something wrong,"jeongguk bombarded him with questions lifting him up in his arms and carrying him to bed.
"Kookie its hurting" tae said sniffing and still hugging jeongguk tightly while sitting on his lap.
"What's hurting pup, tell me." Jeongguk asked a frown placing on his forehead.
"I don't know kookie someth-ing, something is wrong wit-h my chest"
"Wha-t"
"Yeah its swelling, first I thought it's o-kay but now it got quite big and I don't know what to d-o and it hurts" Tae said
"Ta-e I i-think yo-" jeongguk stuttered and turned his face to side embarrassingly.
"Wait kookie Why are you so red are you having fever." Tae asked holding his face still in his palms and checking his forehead.
"No-o tae I'm, I'm fine yea-h well its natural you know bu-t I think you should talk to mom abo-ut this you know she is also an omega and knows better". He said looking down and fidgeting with his fingers.
"But mommy is sleeping I don't want her to wake up at this hour cause of me. He said now fresh tears leaving his eyes.
" Is anything wrong with me kookie "
" First stop crying pup, you know I don't like seeing you crying,and nothing is wrong with you,you are totally fine okaylet's just cuddle for now and sleep okay. Tomorrow morning you can have a talk with mom."jeongguk said wiping his tears with his thumbs.
"Okay kookie" Tae said laying on jeongguk's chest.
"Goodnight kookie"
"Good night pup"
In the morning after having breakfast taehyung went to mrs jeon's room and knocked the door.
"Mommy" Tae called.
"Come in sweetie" Mrs jeon gesture him to come and sit on the bed.
"I want to ask you something" Tae said nervously.
"Okay go on" She said sweetly.
"Mommy my boobi-my boobies are swelling and hurting too, yo-u know sometimes it hurts too much mo-mmy is there something wrong with me. He asked
" Oh sweety there is nothing wrong with you its natural for our body like when you got your first period,its just its also depends on a person's body like some omegas when they got their first period their body gets fully developed by then, but yours is still developing, there is nothing to worry about it happens. " She said smiling and patting his head softly.
"Oh bu-t what should I do when they hurts." He pouted.
"Ah well you can massage them if it yo-u know if its gets any better" Oh its embarrassing. She mutterd.
There is so much to tell this little munchkin how can he be so navie.
"Tae I want to tell you some important things"
"Yeah I'm all ears". He said smiling.
" Got it"
"Yes mommy" Tae said shyly.
I don't know a single thing like uhhh its so embarrassing.
"Ok then bye mommy I've to go" He said running out of the room.
"Silly boy" Mrs jeon giggled.
Same night when jeongguk came back from office he found Tae sleeping in living room on the couch tv still on. He just smiled and went to couch kissing his forehead first and then carrying him to his room.
"Kookie" Tae mumbled
"It's okay pup sleep now" Jeongguk said putting the blanket on him.
"Nah I'm good, so how's your day" He asked rubbing his eyes and cutely pouting.
"Well as usual you know" Jeongguk giggled looking at him.
'How can someone be so cute, not good for my heart relax jeongguk relax'
"Kookiiieee"
"Huh yeah what'
"Hehehehe"
"Im saying tomorrow is sunday how about we go for shopping I really needed some imp things and it's been a long time since we went out like this". Tae said now sitting on jeongguk's lap.
" Okay" Jeongguk said lifting him up and laying down on bed with Tae still on his chest.
A few minutes silence and then both of them drifted to dream land in each others arms. Their safe place.
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It's been so long.
Have a good day🥰
Let's protect our precious 🐰🐻
~𝓓𝓲𝔂𝓪
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serenity (TAEKOOK )
Fanfiction"It sucks, doesn't it liking someone you can't have. Seeing them everyday, but knowing that they'll never be yours. Its the worst feeling coz all yoi can do is dream about and wish for them,but never have them." That's what jeon jeongguk feels every...
