serenity (TAEKOOK )

🌼Only him🌼

It's after a meeting that jeongguk thought that he should visit his hyung it's been so long and he misses him so much jin is like a second mother to him and on the top of that he really needs that right now, He really needs to share his thoughts with someone who really understand him without any judgements.

Well it's always been like this whenever a situation comes around which seems difficult to handle jeongguk always seeks for his hyung advice. Jin is a calm person who doesn't react immediately, first he calmly listen and than explain it to jeongguk about what should be done.

Well everyone knows that after alot of
discussion and facing hate and rejection on the new rule adaptation which allow people to choose their own mate and not to get bounded with the destined one jeongguk's ancestors finally were able to implement that rule. And people finally started to normalize this and now it seems normal and accepted by everyone after years of years.

It's 10 pm when jeongguk decided to call it a day and and got ready to vist his hyung. So he just told his secretary to mail him his tomorrow's schedule.
He entered the lift and pressed the ground floor button and again his mind get clouded by a certain someone.

Jeongguk never thought that someone is going to be this important in his life other than his family.

When he got out of the lift on the ground floor he directly went to parking lot and drove off.

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"So what's on your mind kook, you seemed a little off" Jin asked as he placed the tray on the living table and handed him the glass of water.

"It's just I- i" Jeongguk stutter.

"You know that you can share anything with me there is no need to hesitate" Jin says calmly as he now sits beside his younger brother.

Jeongguk just nodded but didn't answer
So he again decided to ask

"Is it about Taehyung? " He asked.

"Hyung it's been so long and h-e he don't understand anything, like I tr-ied every thing but he is just oblivious" Jeongguk tried to say regarding the lump forming in his throat he really needed to let this out these things are eating him alive.

"Just wait a little bit more kook you know how naive he is he needs some more time an-"

"That's the thing hyung I don't have time only, da-d's telling me to move on and meet that girl and the pack responsibilities company and all the other things, I don't know how to handle all these things hyung" Jeongguk says thinking about all the things that are bugging him for a long time now.

"I know I know first of all relax okay, you know jeongguk I can only assure you that yeah everything is going to fine and you can do it but you have to fight the real battle. You have to stand against all the things that are taking you down." Jin says placing his hand on his knees.

"But I don't have time hyung dad give me only a month and now only 14 days are left an-d I.. I only want Taehyung hyung only him I can't even imagine someone rather than him" Jeongguk says now looking at jin with his moistened eyes.

It's difficult too difficult for him. He feels like dying everytime when thought of Taehyung with someone else crosses his mind.

Why moon goddess is so harsh on him.

One sided love is so pure you love a person with your whole heart silently without any expectations. But sometimes you get tired, tired of loving them silently, tired of looking at them from afar, tired of seeing them with someone'else, tired from pretending that it doesn't hurt. But in reality you are the one who really seeks their love you are the one who wants to be get embraced, who wants to be get cared.