The idol and the manager

2

...The next day...

...It was about 10 in the morning. You and Chan are still sleeping. You were only wearing his sweatshirt while sleeping in his arms. He woke up and was looking at you while at the same time stroking your hair. He fell asleep again...

...After a while you woke up. You saw him sleeping next to you half naked. Even though you were drunk that night, you remember everything! You couldn't believe it...

...You got up carefully because you didn't want to wake him and went to take a shower.

 When you came out of the bathroom he grabbed you and pinned you to the wall. You blushed...

  - Why did you blush?

He tells you with a smile.

  - After what happened last night you shouldn't be blushing

  - What happened yesterday...

  - What? Don't say it was wrong...It wasn't...

  - And what was Chan? I was drunk and I didn't know what I was doing...

He interrupted you

  - You knew full well what you were doing y/n, as did I

  - It shouldn't have been done, it was wrong... Let's forget it

His smile disappeared.

  - Good then. Let's forget about it, apparently it was a mistake, he told you flatly

cold. 

He didn't say anything else to you, he packed his things and left.

...As he drove he thought of your words over and over

  - How could she say it was all a mistake... It couldn't have been the best night of my life just for me... She was the one who kissed me back... It couldn't be that she didn't feel something...

He reached his house. Walking in he met Leeknow and Hyunjin.

Hyunjin: When did you leave I didn't hear you?

Leeknow: Don't tell me that all night in the studio?

Chan: mmm

He didn't say anything to them and locked himself in his room...

... After he left, you were thinking about what you said to him

  - Wrong ? What I thought was just wrong, wasn't it... What if he didn't feel anything?

Your phone rang

  - y/n what are you doing?

  - nothing

  - perfect! let's go shopping!

  - I'm not in the mood

  - is something going on? You didn't look good at the club yesterday either...

  -no, nothing is happening, i just don't feel like it

After a few minutes the bell rang.

You got up and ran immediately. You thought it would be Chan.

  - Oh it's you, you said with a little disappointment, your best friend had come

  - Why were you waiting for someone?

  - Why did you ring the bell since you know the code?

  - Do you think i could?

She held bags filled with all your favorite sweet snacks. You might not have told her that you were not well, but she had understood and came with the intention of making you forget.

You sat in the living room and put on a kdrama to watch. Your body was there but your mind was elsewhere.

  - What happens?

  - What are you talking about?

She turns off the TV.

  - Why don't you tell me what you have? I know that something is troubling you, by keeping it inside you are doing yourself a disservice. I worry...

  -It's just been a rough week at work that's all don't worry , you told her and hugged her

... 

Felix: Has he been locked in his room since yesterday?

Hyunjin: He might just be tired, don't forget he was in the studio all night

Han: He doesn't even go out to eat

In: Is something happening and he is not telling us?

Changbin: Let's leave him alone for today

Seungmin: I agree

...Knocking on the door...

"Chan, it's Leeknow, can I come in?"

"mmm"

He walks in and watches him work.

  - You weren't in the studio that night?

He had his suspicions, but he didn't want to make him feel embarrassed. Chan looks at him

  - Let's not talk about it better

  - When you feel ready you can come and talk to me, I won't tell anyone anything.

He nodded his head...