The idol and the manager

18

The days passed quietly...But that day...

You are in the company and you work all day non-stop. You have two days to see Chan. But you talk on the phone all the time.

  - I miss you too baby

  - Will you stay up late today?

  - Hmm, I still have a lot of work to do

  - Aren't you too tired? Maybe-

  - I'm fine y/n don't worry *he said trying to reassure you*

  - Okay *sigh* I'm going home

  - Call me when you arrive

  - Mmm

You hung up the phone and entered the elevator. Unfortunately for you, Lily came in at that time. You were greeted. It was quiet until you heard her voice

  - You know..he's not going to stay with you long

  - I do not understand..

  - Chan always got what he wanted.But after a while he got bored of it and always went back to the usual..That is, to me

  - You know the usual things are indifferent *you told her while looking away* I'm sure you're indifferent to him *smiled*

  - He will always love the woman who went to give him his child and lost it due to stupidity

  - What do you mean?

  - I was pregnant and when I told him he jumped for joy. One day we had a fight and he accidentally threw me down the stairs. So I lost the baby and got depressed..that's why I attempted suicide

The envelopes you were holding fell from your hands. You were thinking about what Chan had told you and you couldn't understand why he lied to you.

   - Are you ok? *asked you with feigned interest*

  - Yes *you picked up the files and the elevator doors opened* Excuse me

You left the company as fast as you could

...

You sat on the couch and thought about everything Lily told you

On the one hand, you didn't want to believe her.. you were sure that she would do everything to break you up.. But on the other hand..

Your phone rang. It was Chan

- Finally y/n! You didn't call me but you didn't answer the messages either..I was worried...

- Mmm

- Baby, are you okay?

- Yes

- Why didn't you call me?

- Chan I want to talk

He was silent for a while

- I'll be there 

This time you decided to talk to him. You were in love with him and you didn't want to lose him at all.. You thought maybe you shouldn't ask him but you couldn't stay with the doubts.. You knew you should have trusted him more but with everything you learn you don't know who to believe...

. . . 

After a while the bell rang

You stood up and took a deep breath before opening up to him

Your eyes met and your heart started pounding

You let him pass without saying anything

You sat on the couch and he was standing in front of you looking at you

Wait to speak

You were looking at the floor and started to tell him about the conversation with Lily

You couldn't look at him... You were afraid to see the truth in his eyes

When you were done you timidly raised your head and looked at him

He looked angry

  - What the hell are you talking about? Never.. Never would I do such a thing.. Do you understand? I would never throw her down the stairs.. Neither unintentionally nor on purpose *pauses a little* I don't know what you think y/n but I was being honest with you.. If you want to believe her I don't care.. But what I didn't expect is show me every time you don't trust me *gets up from chair*

  - Where are you going? *you asked him with difficulty*

  - Sit and think y/n which of the two will you believe, when you decide you know where to find me..

  - Don't leave.. *fell into his arms*

  - *left a kiss on your neck* I'm not leaving.. I'm leaving you time to think...

  - I don't want to think... I believe you.. But I thought you wanted me to talk to you

  - I always want you to talk to me.. That's the only way we can solve what concerns us.. But I know that for a moment you doubted me again... You can't always believe others.. I'm here with you.. Only with you..

He gave you a quick kiss on the lips but you clung to him... The kiss grew more intense.. You pulled away to catch your breath and he rested his forehead against yours

- Think baby... and come find me.. I'll be waiting for you *Kiss your head and leave*

. . .

You sat on the couch and stared into space.

"He can't be lying to me... I shouldn't be insecure all the time.. I have to trust him.. He hasn't given me any rights" you thought

You didn't know what was a lie and what was the truth but you decided to listen to your heart.. And your heart said that Chan is being honest with you

You quickly got ready and left for the company... You chose to believe Chan because that's what your heart was saying..

But when you got to his studio you wished you hadn't heard anything. . .