ⵍ𐌄𐌖𐌄𐌓𐌑𐌆ⵍ𐌃-sakusa x reader-

III

Tw: germaphobia, social anxiety
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Himi POV:

I knew that Sakusa was bad with people. So I didn't have a problem with him not talking much in the first place.
But the way he acted around Y/n, gave me somehow chills. It was as if they knew each other and were comfortable around the other.

Well at least Sakusa.
Y/n still didn't change her behaviour around him, because she didn't really had to do anything with him until now. But it somehow hurt me to see him finding an interest in her, and constantly looking at her.

Maby it's because of that germaphobe thing?

As i thought about what had happened, me and the Y/h H/c girl were on our way to Pe.
We had sports separated from the boys, so we were currently among ourselves.

„Have you paid mind on how we'd meet up and work on that project? Because I sure don't have his number and none of his contacts.."
I asked her while walking next to her.

„Huh? Oh yeah... we'll think about something eventually.." it seemed to me that she didn't really want to talk to me.
I mean we were friends but we never had anything to do with eachother outside of school even though we lived next door.

Still, that's no reason to be rude to me

We changed in silence, the only things heard, being the muffled noises from the gym.
„You finished?" I asked her as I looked back to her while walking out the door
„Yes."

Your POV:

Sports was one of my most hated subjects. Not because I was bad, no rather because you couldn't learn for your grade. It was all about talent and I thought that was a little unfair.
At least I wasn't that bad in sports, actually I was fit and could always keep up.
I preferred the subjects where you could learn nevertheless.

My mind suddenly wandered back to Sakusa. He plays volleyball....

Strange. I didn't even knew him before today and now I'm thinking about him... I wonder what's that about

He left kind of an impression on me after the whole group work we had in the first class. Also adding that he was a lot like me in different aspects. He was a germaphobe, in conclusion he was clean. He didn't talk that much, so he wasn't noticeable annoying, and he sure got the looks to pull at least more than half of the girls in school.

Ofcourse I couldn't deny that he indeed looked like a model. That curly dark hair, the cold eyes, that held somehow a lot of emotion in them, and of course the two moles on his forehead that seemed just as perfect as he...

Stop it. Get a hold of yourself! It's not like he's so different than other pretty boys his age, and they never affected me in such way.
He's no different

And yet he was. And I didn't get the thought of him out of my head until lunch break, wich really annoyed me.

Usually I would eat alone on the school roof without Himi. I never knew if she really wasn't ill, so to be safe I preferred eating by myself.
But today I stayed with her because apparently we had to search for a certain black haired boy.

I wanted to get the group work done as fast as possible so I urged Himi to ask Sakusa for his contacts so we could meet up this week and hopefully finish the project in one go.
But then again, Himi didn't want to go alone because of her stupid crush, so I had to go with her and shift my lunch till a little later.

Strolling through the hallways of our school, opening up classrooms now and then, we heared laughing out of one.

Himi imediantly  ripped open the door and we both stumbled inside, causing all the eyes to land on us.
„I'm sorry, is Sakusa here?"
Himi asked quite confident.

In the room there sat a lot of boys around some tables wich they seemed to had pulled together.
They all wore sportswear, as if already being ready to practice anytime.

All the heads turned to the asked boy.
He just stood up and that's when it hit me. This had to be the volleyball team of our school.
I suddenly felt a weird twisting inside my stomach as the tall boy walked over to us.

„What do you want?"he asked, and his gaze turned to me.

For a split second I saw something in his eye glistening, but I just couldn't put my finger on what it was.

„Uhm-so well Y/n wanted to ask for your number... and the group project...uhm"

Horrified I looked at her
„What. That's not.." I felt my cheeks warming up as the embarrassment went me to head.
How could you lie? And in front of all that people?

I felt my body shaking as I couldn't meet anyone's eyes. I knew what Himi told them wasn't true but nobody in this room knew except from me and her.

„You want my contacts to finish the project?" Sakusa spoke, braking the uncomfortable silence.
Himi nodded, while I just stared at her feet unbelieving.

Himi then handed him her phone, but he just stared at it.
„Y/n? May I have your phone, I'm sure it's clean." he turned torwards me and I quickly nodded, still being affected from the embarrassment, and the shaking because of the feeling of all eyes on me.

I pulled out my phone and handed it to him.
„There"
I was surprised that I actually did not stutter.

Sakusa POV:

My heart raced as I took her phone into my hands. The phone she always used, the phone wich she'll call me with soon.
But even better, she wanted my number in it. Did she like me? Does she feel the same way?

No stupid! Get it together Kyoomi. She just met you!

Still I couldn't shake off the feeling of her seeing something in me.
And I blushed at the thought of it. Hopefully nobody could see.
I handed back her phone, after I saved my number in her phone.

She muttered a silent thanks, and „cmon Himi" as she begun walking out the room. I really had to restrain myself to not capture her by her wrist, and just keep her with me.

There was something about her that calmed my nerves, and it was dangerously addicting.

If I ever get you, I might not want to let you go  anymore...

„Yo Kyoomi, what was that? Your girlfriend? You usually don't give out your number that easily" Toshi mocked me.
„Dude you stupid or something? If she was his girlfriend, wouldn't she already have his number? Also there was a friend of her too. The black haired? So who were they Sakusa?"

I just sat back down, not really in the mood to deal with their teasing.
„She's just some girl from my class that I have to do group work with. Her friend too. Nothing such as my ›girlfriend‹"
I explained myself, though I could feel Komori grinning at me.

Thank god he didn't say anything

„So... she was kinda hot. Mind giving me her number if your not interested?" That Toshi guy asked

I could feel myself  grow more and more furious. My chest tightening at the thought of them being together. How dares he to think I would share her?
„She didn't ask for your number, did she?" I snapped. Toshi raised his hands in a defensive manner.
„Chill bro, could've just said you like her"
Thankfully Komori deescalated the situation, pointing out it was almost the end of lunch break.

Packing up my things I made my way torwards the gym to arrive earlier than the rest, so I could disinfect the volleyballs. Clutching my phone to my chest on the way there.

I've got her number...

Smiling like a stupid teenager in love, I arrived at the gym.

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There we are again:)
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I'm working on another chapter already

Love <3
-Aki