𝐃𝐣'𝐬 𝐎𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫!

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𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝐉,

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𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝐉,

  Happy Valentine's day! Although I haven't found a lover yet, I've found that I have began to love myself. Whether it would be fun to have someone love me, I realized that i am more than important. I should cherish myself before I allow someone else to cherish me.
  I used to be annoyed at how everyone around me, had found their lovers, but I realized how much fun it is being alone. I never had to stop think about what i should do, or could do better. I love myself.

  The best part of it all, is that I am able to look at whoever I want without feeling guilty, and I can enjoy whatever I want without having to share it. I have my own personal space, and I never have to stop and wonder if I'm going to get hurt. I can sit on my bed and listen to Tyler the Creator, Steve Lacy, and Brent Fayaiz.
  I didn't mind being alone in bed listening to music, I knew that I had myself and that everything would truly be alright. I love the rain, at least when I'm listening to music, it gives me the aesthetic i need and it never interrupts me.

As much as I wanted to be in a relationship, I am amazing on my own. I can do the things I want. I am the best person for myself, I am who I want to be.
  Even if I don't believe it, I have some affirmations I will be saying, just to lift my spirits up.

1. I am who I'm meant to be
2. I can love me without hesitation
3. I will love myself unconditionally
4. I am my best friend
5. I am a strong, intelligent, beautiful person

  It doesn't matter if people see me for my beauty, or for myself. What matters is that I see myself for what I am worth, and I am worth a lot. Now as I sit and watch the rain, while listening to my favorite artists, I am comfortable. I love myself, and I will always love myself.



  Sincerely, DJ




















  So sorry this took so long, I've been dealing with writer's block, family issues, and a little bit of anxiety. I hope you enjoy! And don't forget to come back for more!? xoxodjj

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