Is It Love? (Trevor Moran fanfic) COMPLETED

Nothing Gold Can Stay Part 2

He was holding his stomach. Everything felt like it was going in slow motion. "SAM!!!!" I screamed. He collapsed to the floor. I could barely see. I felt tears going down my face.

Matt ran, but Ricky was there to catch him before he got away. I crawled to Sam, holding his body.

I felt arms around me. I turned and saw Trevor with tears in his eyes. "Julie?" Sam said. His voice was becoming soft.

The ambulance came before he could say what he wanted to say.

~Present Day~

Sam told me that he liked me and maybe even started to love me. I've started to live in isolation, except when Trevor would climb through my window to see how I was doing.

I've barley talked to any of the other boys. I know that they blame me for what happened to Sam. I mean the fans blame me so why shouldn't the boys?

I heard a knock at the window. It was Trevor as usual. I walked over to the window and opened it.

"Hey. How are you doing?" He asked. I sighed and hid my head in my hands. I could feel the tears. Trevor held me. I felt safe.

Maybe this was a nightmare. "I'm n-not sure." Tears started to come down my face. "I-it's my f-fault."

I gripped onto his shirt. He held me tighter than before. He rocked me back and forth, shushing me. Telling me that every this was okay. But was it really?

"Trevor," I got out of his grasp. I looked at him, seeing tears in his eyes. "Stop saying that it's not my fault, cause I know that it is." I looked away from him. My eyes watered again and I sniffed. "No, it's not your fault." He turned my head to him and cupped my checks.

He rested his forehead against mine. His breathe was heavy, as was mine. "Please stop saying it was your fault. It was Matt. He did it. Sam wouldn't want you blaming yourself." I looked at him. Our foreheads still touching. His hands still lightly holding my face.

"I guess your right." I sniffled again. I felt a tear on my cheek, but Trevor removed it

"I don't like seeing you like this. Please just come over to the o2l house." I looked at him.

"I don't think I can. Trevor they hate me!" I screamed. "No! No they don't hate you. They're worried about you. Please, just for an hour."

"No! No!" I kept screaming. Rosie barked multiple times. "Julie! Please Julie no!" Trevor screamed.

*Trevor's Pov*

A seizure. Another seizure. She's had seven since Sam died. I just want her to get better.

She stopped. Three minutes of shaking. I held her tightly. This reminded me of her seizure at Disney.

"I'm okay Trevor" she said. "No. You're having more seizures everyday."

"I just want to go to bed." she said. "Okay" I started walking to the window. "Trevor wait!"

I turned to her. "can you stay with me?" I smiled at her and walked towards her bed.

I got under the covers and held her. We cuddled. "Trevor, do you eve feel safe in someone's arms?"

I looked at her. "Yeah." She smiled at me. "That's what I feel like when I'm with you"

My heart leaped. I couldn't control what I'm feeling with her. I leaned in and kissed her soft lips.

"I love you Julie"

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A/N

God the beginning was sad to write. You guys probably hate me so... ✌🏽️

Lol jk! There's like two chapters left! Hoped you guys liked the #trevie moment!

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