could it be

ch 2

Landon prov-

"So I made a decision and I chose the both of you."

From the looks on their faces could tell they were in complete shock so I continued

"I know I was an ass for leaving and I fucked up for not really saying anything to the both of you out loud on my emotions. So if you give me a chance to explain now I'd like that very much and you can choose for yourself what you want in the end"

Still in shock Josie sat down and Hope sat on the entrance steps. The first to respond was Josie.

"Explain" she said

"After hope was gone from our minds I pursued you and I fell in love with you hard. Equal to the love I have for hope. When she came back my heart was in serious confusion on how to give you both the right answer. It takes everything in me now to say the right words to express how much I genuinely love you both equal and hoping that both of you feel the same way, if not I'll stop trying cause I've fucked up enough" I said which made Hope finally stand up.

"I think now will be a great time to sleep on this news and I'll give you my answer tomorrow" Hope said which made me happy she would think about it.

"I'm in the same with hope on this one, but I can say if you want on both you can't run away any more, you have to stay and fight for us and with us, you can't hide your feelings and most importantly don't shut down when things go to shit. Hope may shut down, but she has the ability to fight even when her emotions and mental health can't, so think real hard on what i just said too" Josie said before leaving.

God what would I give to have them both and for them to love each other so we can have a real relationship. Shit I'm doing it again, jumping the gun. I'll find out their answers tomorrow. Hopefully things work out for the best.