exo fanfic.-New life

how can i not love you

I heard the door close and i wanted to cry. I felt tears fall from my eyes. I simply wiped them away and smiled. "Who am i kidding......i still love him that cute ungrateful son of a...." i took a deep breath. I got up as carefully as i could. I grabbed the window and looked outside. I saw sehun open the car door but before he got in he looked up. He waved and i waved back.he quickly left and i heard foot steps, people running to i layed back down in my bed. "ARISA are....you" jungkook tried to catch his breath "okay?" He finally finished. "Yea why do you ask?" I asked him. " we saw sehun" chen said. "Oh yea he came"i told them turning to look outside. They looked at each other then at me"why?" They asked. " he came to say he was sorry" i said. "He didnt hurt you?" Chen asked. "No" i said. They both looked relief. "Well we have your food right here" jungkook lifted a bag. We all sat on my bed and ate until we where full. "Good?" Chen asked. I nodded. "What now?" I asked. " we just have to wait for you to get better" jungkook said. "Do you think i can be alone for a few minutes?" I asked them. They both where surprised from what i said. "Why?" They both asked. "I just need time to myself. I feel like sleeping " i told them."ahh ohkay rest we will go watch a movie" jungkook said. Chen got up and followed jungkook out the door. Chen closed smiled and waved good bye. I put a fake smile on and waved back. As soon as the door closed i layed back i felt tears start to fall this time i let them. I heard a knock. I took a breath before answering "guys i told you i needed time to rest" i said. Sehun walked in slowly. "What are you doing here again?" I asked wiping the tears away quickly. He sat next to me and grabbed my cheek "im so sorry. Im the stupid one not you i knew i should of never agreed to an arranged marriage. I never wanted to hurt you nor harm you. Im stupid i know it" his hand fell next to me. He looked down and started to cry. "Arisa im sorry forgive me honestly i love you i never wanted to lose you.what have i done " he said. I grabbed his cheeks making him look at me. "You are stupid" i said. He nodded while crying "but....." i didnt want to finish. It could either make me happy or hurt me. I wiped his tears away "i love you...still" i said. He smiled. He wrapped his arms around me. "I love you too and im sorry i was being such an idiot it wont happen again i promise or else you can slap me in front of everyone" he said