exo fanfic.-New life

Let me get lost with you?

I dont think this is good idea

What if I dont like him

If I lose feelings

I walked to the kitchen to get water." Hey....so you decided to date sehun?" I turned and amber was standing there.I nodded " was it the right thing to do?" She asked.i put the glass down " I dont know actually he has been my crush but now..." I sat down by the table " my mind is not made up" I said messing up my hair.Amber walked to me fixing my hair "its okay....nothing can be that bad" I looked up at her.She smiled making me feel alittle bit better" just tell me when he hurts you , okay" she said. I nodded.she extend her hand to me, I grabbed it and she helped me up. I walked into the living room looking down at the floor not wanting to see sehun and for that matter not even chen.I was so close to having feeling for chen and now im in between for him and sehun.I continued to think and walk not watching where I was going till I hit something." Are you okay?" I looked up and sehun was stading there." Yea im fine"i said. " you seem worried." He said. " no I just umm need to get home"i said.Chen got up " ill take you I not comming back here anyways"he said. I tried to smile."be careful" sehun said.I nodded and started to walk out the door but him hugging me stopped me." I have to leave" I said.He shook his head.He didnt let go but placed his head on my back making me shiver."haha is that like your week spot?" He asked letting go.I didnt answer I just walked out.

I need to clear my mind im sorry

Chen turned on the car as I got in.He got out of the drive way and didnt say a word while he drove." Chen...." I finally said a word."umm" was all he said. I didnt know what to say " where are you going after you drop me off?" I asked him. " where ever. I might as well get lost in something." He said. " what do you mean?" I asked." I have nothing else to do. I mean what I wanted is gone and what I was so close to getting someone else got it before me." He said. I grabbed his hand " can I get lost with you?" I asked him.He turned to look at me only for a few seconds." What?" He asked " I want to get lost too away from everything from everyone" I said.He turned his hand and we locked our fingers together." Lets get lost then" he smiled and drove way from everything.