Shawmila imagines inspired by stories I'm reading

Realization

," I  know We've never had This conversation before", He said, looking at her in the eyes as he spoke So she could see his fear of messing a single thing up," But you don't have to talk To me if you don't want To , I Would rather Not hear your voice If you don't feel comfortable, but if one day You , and I mean , You, ever want to speak to me, Wherever we are, I'm here to listen, And if you do decide to talk to me , you need to do it for yourself, I would rather you talk to anyone else in your life Then  only talk to me because You feel pressured too.".

Tears Prickled at Camila's eyes And for a second Shawn Had worried if he over done It, but When She smiled at him That fear melted away into a puddle.

Camila Pulled him into a hug , holding a tight grip on him Like she Was scared he was going to disappear , and she was, She was convinced at this point he was a Fragment of her imagination , Like she was writing a romance novel With herself as The female character inside it, But he was fiction , every Tiny Detail about him made up in her own little world.

But when He gently lead his hand On her back she knew , This was real life .

And that fact Was What caused her to finally let the tears fall , sobbing Into his shoulder.

 Once she had calmed Down Shawn wiped Her tears away With the pad of his Thumb , his gentle touch melting her heart

, " you alright , sweetheart"? He asked in a gentle Like tone,  his eyes gluthing with tears Of his own As he realized That this girl needed someone to lean on.

With a Sigh She Touches his cheeks With both of her hands, Connecting her lips with his 

The kiss was passionate, selling They're unspoken Promises With every liplock The young couple Partakened into

Camila felt Something wet And Warm Swipe itself inside of her mouth For just a few seconds Before his lips were locking with hers again.

Quickly pulling Away once he Realizes , He's Sometimes Brown, sometimes Hazel, Irises  widened , he speakss ,"shit , Sweetheart!  I am so sorry! I forgot to say may I before I did that! I Was just so In a moment that it completely slipped my mind-".

Her giggle made him stop rambling.

Having to climb on to his lap , she grabs her notebook that is resting on his bedside table.

The notebook that he gave her.

 Sitting on his lap she Begins to look around For a pen , But is  sidetracted by his arm 

opening the top Drawer of the night stand She can see That it's full of pens , The sound of His hand moving The pens around filling her ears.

Grabbing one of them He holds it out to her, and says,," Here".

She smiles, taking it in Her hold, And beginning to Write .

Since when do you have all these pens?

"Since I've known that you've existed", He tells her admiring her handwriting, He never cared much about The style of how somebody writes until he met her, But something about her handwriting Enchanted him, He could watch her Write For Hours and never Get bored.

She Blushes ,Still looking down at the notebook , shaking her head.

, " In fact! this whole Drawer is dedicated to you", She looks over to see him pull open The second Drawer , revealing a whole bunch of pencils.

What's  the 3rd one? She asks , becoming curious.

, "journals", A whole bunch of journals Appear in her sight As the Drawer opens up," I know they're small , but I couldn't afford the big ones , They were way too Expensive to get As many As I wanted".

Shawn It's fine.

Thank you by the way , for everything , it means a lot That you're not forcing me to talk to you , It took my mom a while to realize That I was serious , And my friends from Is my Old Town Never looked at me the same After I turned to silence , they kept asking me to talk And even though I would say no they wouldn't stop asking.

Shawn  placed a light kiss On the back of the Shell of her ear , Wrapping his arms around her Lower stomach

, "they didn't respect your boundaries", He whispered

Suddenly Camila's Phone Started To ring From the other bedside table,  reaching over to grab it Shawn Hands it to her Saying," It's your mom".

She pressed The," decline", button.

She just has to bother her when she's In Her happy place.

You're the only thing I want to Focus on right now

She kissed his lips , pulling away he asks," But what if it's important"?

Right after he Spoke those words a ding came from her phone , It was her mother.

Karla! answer your phone, right now Young lady!

She called her karla.

Camila Was screwed

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This chapter was inspired by" Admit it"by :badkindofroses Along with The next chapter, Read " Admit it" If you haven't already , and while you're at it Read her other books.