Shizuo's Anger

The dream

Izaya was dreaming, the dream was like a memory but it was a scary memory. Izaya was walking down the streets of Ikabokuru when he was slammed into to a wall. It was Shiki and his body guards. 

Izaya looked at them and smirked then  said "look i don't have it right now that kind of info is hard to get."

 This time Shiki smirked" well you know what happens when you have a late deadline. Izaya's smirk turned into a frown . The body guards grabbed both of his wrists and were heading toward a car. Shiki followed behind happily.

Shizuo's dream P.O.V

I smell a flea and i don't like it there was no way i.

 My thoughts stopped because i saw him he was pinned against a wall i laughed and then frowned no one else hurts the flea except me.

 I charged toward them screaming "NO ONE HURTS THE FLEA EXCEPT ME"! They all looked in my direction as i ran i saw a stop sign and hurled it toward them.

 I succesfully hit them and Izaya ran toward me. I grabbed him and told him you might be an informant and a supposed god but dont get cocky.

Izaya's P.O.V

I looked into the monsters eyes as he said the words but then i collapsed. I opened my eyes again to reveal the real world not dream land but Shizuo's house in his bed. I looked over and saw him. 

Since getting my memorys back i noticed that Shizuo never acted like, this he was always angry. I was the reason for his angryness. Instead of the reason for his angryness im his friend now i remember when my thoughts were never my actions I said i wanted to kill Shizuo but then i had a crush I could't let any one know my real feelings. I wish i had a better past. I lifted myself from the bed slowly as to not wake up Shizuo_san. I walked into the bathroom turned on the light and then closed the door. Time to take a shower.

" YAY. "I smiled a small smile then frowned as a memory resurfaced.

FlashBack

Izaya's P.O.V

i stepped into the bath and lowered myself in the scolding water it steamed and burned. The burn was good it told me that that this world was really there and that i was living. But that was not enough I looked over and took my knife. Slicing my wrists over and over again some stopped bleeding a little after but some kept bleeding. Others flooded the bath with a speciel red wine called forever young . Aged inside of a god

END Flash Back

Izaya's P.O.V

I can't believe i used to think like that , I am so disgusted.

 Took my shirt off and then the pants. I borrowed a shirt from Shizuo so it was a little big. I did'nt mind it much good thing i had a spare. I turned on the shower and stepped in flinching when the water touched some unhealed bruises. The tempiture of the water was a little too hot so i turned it down.

 I scrubbed my self and washed my hair after i did that i took some time to just let the water rinse the soap off. My thoughts turned a little gloomy as i looked at my wrists telling me it was better to be enemies then to love Shizuo. He didn't know my feelings that i hid back then and he won't know them now