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ELINA

It's been a whole year since I saw my ex-boyfriend. I haven't gotten over him yet, and I couldn't hate him, even though he got a girlfriend after we broke up for only three days. But I also did bad things to him. We used to separate a lot and then get back together. But I didn't expect us to be apart for this long.
I've been going on dates with other guys a few times, but it didn't work. I didn't like any of them, so now I've been single for a whole year.
I just spent time working long hours just to forget about him. I was feeling sorry. To myself because when I see him on TV and social media, he seems happy. I was wondering if he had forgotten me?
It was all my fault in fact .Neymar and I were perfect, we were the best lovers he treated me kindly and we loved each other but I did something change all that and made him hate me so much

The first time I saw Neymar he had saved me from one of the thieves, I admired him a lot because he looked handsome and I was working in the hotel where he lived for a month and then we became friends for a while and he confessed his love to me I lived with him the most beautiful period of my life.
I

felt as if I was in a dream, or as if I was in heaven, but I ruined all of this
I found a porn video on his computer. I don't know how I posted it by mistake, so he started hating me and we broke up . Then it turned out that the girl in the video was his cousin,
I still remember how he took revenge on me. I was at a party in a hotel and it was boring. Neymar was there too. I don't know why my friend suddenly lost consciousness. Her boyfriend came and he is a friend of Neymar. Then Neymar and I stayed and he was looking at me, "Why are you looking at me like that, as if I killed your mother?" He approached me "I miss you" I knew there was something "Can you please stay away from me" He said to me and smiled "And if I don't"

My heart was beating so hard he came close to me and kissed me I could no longer feel myself then he entered me into a room
This was my first time. I went out and found Neymar drunk, he didn't look at me and then said "How much do you want" I was surprised "What?" He started raising his voice at me "I said how much money do you want for last night" Tears fell from my eyes I couldn't answer him then I heard his voice "I liked you last night so much I want another night"
I walked out of there my heart was already broken and I was insulted by the person I loved the most and  
It was the worst thing that ever happened to me.