Whats wrong! I say sternly. Lu..Lu..lu. Say it! Lupus! finally she said. What? Lupus I have lupus. Not a clue what lupus was I respond. What is lupus? Its a disease you can't get rid of it stays with you forever or until you... Die. Wait what I don't understand. I responded with. She responded. Lupus kills people almost everyone it comes in contact with. What so you mean. Yes jonah I might not be here for long. I started to cry myself not knowing whats next to come.
Later that day my brother comes down the stairs yelling. Hi guys how are you!
Not responding I quickly get up and go outside to skateboard (skateboarding helps me think F.Y.I.) where do you think your going jonah. I respond with. Out im going to skateboard. Anyone who knows me well knows that if im saddened and go skateboarding im going to go and think. Sadly she didn't know me that well to know I wasn't going just to skateboard. Later outside, i was playing 678 questions, whats going to happen, when will it happen, where will it happen and why did GOD choose my mom. All these questions but not one awnsor.
