I can be better.... //Ddosama Or Notti Osama???

Not so sad (13)

MOUYANI's POV

I just got my silk press. Not gon' lie shit looking good. There was no doubt in my mind i was gonna show Notti or DD.

But then i remembered they weren't talking to me anymore.

The Uber is driving me home and I'm staring out the window.

Glaring at the sun, not having very much fun.

Hope at least Ddot likes it or something i guess, honestly I'm feeling a little stressed.

“We're here.” the Driver says excidentantly. I'm low-key loving today. Yesterday was my birthday and i spent the whole day with Ddot.

I'm kinda sad Notti nor DD said anything but a"Happy birthday." I mean Notti gave me a diamond necklace, and DD gave me some new nice shoes (custom Jordans with my Name on the right)

But a little more context would've been nice. Just straight up "Happy birthday", give the present and dip.

Ddot and everybody else made it really fun though.

“You're pretty by the way.” The girl said.
My attention focused back up to the house and i felt a smile creeps up my face.

“Thank you miss.” I say looking at her through the review mirror.

I hop out the car and spot Jay outside. I decided to sneak up behind him.

When I got close he turned around scaring me. “Damnit fuck you nigga.” I say laughing.

“Nah because don't be mad i caught you sneaking in shit.” he mumbles.

“Why you mumbling.” I ask. “I don't wanna talk to you Yani.” He says. My smile frowns quickly and i feel way less happy. Jay glances down at me from under his dreads covering his face. “I'M KIDDING, I MISSED YOU YANI!” Jay says attacking me with a side hug.

“Why you always giving me side hugs why never full hugs?” I ask leaning on one leg crossing my arms.

“Because i can feel it.” he says. “Feel what?” i ask. “I can feel your shit all on my chest.” he says. I tilt my head still in confusion. “What.” I say squinting my eyes. “Your chest or whatever..” He says avoiding eye contact.

My eyes widen and they dart from the ground to him. “DO OTHER GUYS FEEL IT?!” I nearly yell. “I don't think so, but most definitely when you give them hugs around the neck.” he says.

My face goes almost absolutely pale, like i lost my breath. “So DD felt it like 24/7 and never said anything?!” i almost practically yell again.

“I mean he was your boyfriend so, does it really matter?” he says laughing. “Nah y'all play too much.” I say smack my teeth, now resting my hands in my back pockets.

“You coming with us?” He asks after a long silence. I bring my face back up and waves of confusion wash over me. “Us?” I ask.

“Us.” DD and Notti say I Sync scaring me. “HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN OUT HERE!?” I yell/shout. Once I hear no reply i step a foot swinging myself around before that wave of confusion a minute ago gets all washed away with embarrassment.

My gaze dances from DD to Notti. DD hasn't been having his hair out in a while so it's nice to see it sometimes. Notti's hair is also out covering majority of his face. Notti and DD had on big bubble jackets. They both looked fine ASL rn.

“Nice hair.” DD says. “Could say the same for both y'all.” I say shyly slightly rocking back in forth on my feet. I swear I see Notti smile for a bit before it immediately drops once i catch it.