Trust Me

Chapter 38

After dinner, yn decided to go to the swimming pool and sit there for some time.

She was sitting and someone came from behind and patted her shoulder.

Here take your beer !! V said.

Ah, thanks, come sit, yn said.

V sat and looked at her.

Aishh, I am disappointed V said.

Why? Yn asked

Do you think of me as a friend? V asked.

Yeah, of course, she said

Tell me why didn't tell me about this matter and decide to fight on your own, V said

I am sorry I tried many times telling but I was scared as Jihun can do anything. What if he does something to you so I decided to keep it through to myself, yn said.

Look, a friend is a person who stays with you in your ups as well as down regardless of its consequences. So next time don't be scared and tell me everything. Understood? V said. Yeah, she nodded.

Are you scared of guns? V asked.

Guns... I think so now yes, she said.

Because earlier in snooker you were scared even hearing someone speak gun also you get scared easily, is this all because of that day? V asked.

Yeah, I was a great shooter back then. Nobody in the army was able to stand with me in terms of gun shooting, I was extremely good at this but ever since that day, whenever I touch a gun and try to shoot, always Minho comes in front of me I remember that moment and every time I feel as if I am going to shoot Minho so I start shaking and same thing happened at the snooker, instead of the dashboard I saw Minho in front of my eyes, I recalled that moment and I shivered, now I am unable to hold a gun in hand properly, I try but every time I fail, she said.

Why do you fear so much? Look you need to remove that fear first then only you can do something, otherwise, that same fear will eat you. You need to face it, the same goes for Jihun. You need to face him, even though you are scared or whatever. Your fear is the most powerful weapon that Jihun has. Due to that, he won last time, and this time also, V said.

But how? She asked.

First, calm yourself down. Relax. Not everything can be done together. You need to move step by step, V said.

Hm, she replied.

Earlier I thought Jihun was your ex that's why you hated to stay with him but now it appears that he is psycho, V said.

He is a psycho. He and my ex no never that can happen. I can't handle Jihun, she said.

Do you even have an ex? V asked.

No, she replied.

Crush or someone you liked or Jk was your first love? He asked.

Hmm, I don't know, maybe I liked Minho, but he was too early to express his feelings. And then Jihun became a third-wheeler and beer I could express myself to Minho, but he died, so maybe Minho was my first love, and then Jk, She said.

Ohh, so minho proposed to you before? V asked.

Yes, he did but I rejected it, that's why I know that he liked me, but when I told him no, he understood me, and he instead asked me to stay with him as I was earlier, best friend bond, She said.

Nice, I like that guy now after hearing this, V said.

Hm, what about you how many ex or crush have you had? She asked.

I.. Let's not talk about me, V said.

Why? Did you like nobody? She asked.

To be honest, I did like someone but I don't have luck with this relationship, V said.

It's ok tell me, she said.

I liked a girl who back when I was not an idol, rejected me because I was a farmer's kid. She was a gold digger and after that failure, I liked someone recently but she likes someone else, V said.

Who, when did this recent one happen, She asked.

Ok, you have to guess her name, V said.

Do I know her she asked?

V nodded and said yes.

Oh, she exclaimed.

Her name started with the letter Y and ends with n she is a great cook and my best friend. She likes to drink a lot.

What? Do I know such a person, many names are flashing but none of them fits in this category, she said.

She is sitting right now looking at the stars and drinking beer, You know her well, he said.

Wait for what, wait for heck, no, wait I am drinking beer, looking at stars, my name starts with Y and ends with N and I am a great cook. Is it...is it me? No way is it? She asked shockingly.

Umm yeah, that girl is you, I liked you, V said.

She was shocked to hear that.

I still can't believe this, seriously, When did this happen? She asked.

I don't know, V said.

Then why didn't you propose it earlier? She asked.

I was going to but on that same day, you told me that you liked Jk so hold myself back and decide to support you in your decision. You were always special to me, I always felt a connection between us. But then I came to know that you liked Jk, hearing this I was first disappointed but then Yoongi hyung made me realize that it was one choice whether you love someone or not so I decided that I will stay by your side no matter what the consequences are, I will stay by your side not by being boyfriend but by being a best friend, V said

I ... I am sorry, I. She stammered.

It's ok, nobody is forcing you to love me, it's fine as long as you are fine, I will always stay by your side, V said.

Aww thank you, I am lucky to meet a person like you in my entire life, she said and hugged him tightly.

Later they chatted more and enjoyed their beer.