Mike's pov
Will got mad at me and said I was the problem but how, how was I the problem
He was the one who was yelling at me for no reason, but when I raise my voice he gets mad, witch is not fair for me to say but i know that he has ptsd from his dad but that doesn't give him the rigth to yell at me.
"Really, like I've said you've left me out, made me feel like an outcast in a group of outcasts, say it's not you fult me me not liking girls, said we're not kids anymore, teased me about liking D&D
And you forgot my birthday, you forgot your best friends birthday because you couldn't leave El alone. You couldn't even hug me. Why do you dislike me so much!"
I just froze I didn't forget his birthday I knew all about it but I don't know why I didn't even say something and I didn't know what to say.
"Mike I mean I even wrote you letters but you never wrote back, I sent you 5 letters and no response."
I was still frozen I got the letters and I wanted to write back but I just couldn't.
I loved no no I can't love him like that I like him its to much to love someone. I felt a tear roll down my face, I couldn't stand to look will in the eye I knew I messed up but I did nothing about it.
"Will i-"
"Please just leave." Will sais his voxie shakey
I left I felt horrible. i walked up to Els room and I sobbed into my hand, I always hated crying. It made me feel weak and i know boys are supposed to be tuff. I just dont know whats wrong with me. why do i have to be like this?
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Another chapter will be coming tonight:)
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Letters(byler)
Romance((REWRITING)) this story takes place after eleven leaves to get her powers back and will and Mike get into a heated argument. (TW very little self harm) also a small amount of smut, there will be a warning, it also wont be thay detailed.
