It's been months since that night
I'm now taking pills to help me sleep,
The meds help with the feelings too.
I've been losing 5 pound a week,
And when I do eat I feel sick.
The sick and tired look never went away,
I just got good at hiding it.
The faces and reactions I got when I told people,
They play in my head non stop.
I've started to forget the sound of your voice.
Looking at our videos to try and remember,
But it's never the same.
Spending hours looking at our memories,
Crying, laughing, and even smiling.
Hoping one day we will be back again.
