~ Lady Leonora Lesso One shots ~

~ Painful Pleasure ~

This chapter is overwritten bc I didn't like the old version

Song: Je te laisserai des mots - Patrick Watson

Warning: Rape/SA. Self Harm/SH

~ Backstory:

Y/n was a young never, a quiet one indeed. She had attended the school for good and evil a few months ago, it was still her first semester. She had gotten friends, a few close ones. She had Lesso as well. They shared a special bond no one could replace. 

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It was right after your classes with Lesso, the class was quiet as usual, and you weren't paying much attention, since you had been drawing on your hand with your purple marker, when your male friend Blake, with dark hair, who was a semester above you, came over to you. "Hey Y/n, wanna meet me in my dorm tonight to do homework?" He asked draping an arm around your shoulder as you walked on your way to your room, your marker in hand. "Uhh.. sure, i would love to" You smile at him. "Nice, meet me after dinner and we can go together to my dorm, dont worry, the boys are out getting drunk in the blue Forrest or some shit, so we will have the whole night or so together" He said with a little wink, caressing your upper arm. "okay, well i have a few things to do, so how about i just see you at Dinner where we can discuss things further?" You asked. "Sure, whatever you want" He winked before walking over to one of his other friends, draping an arm around them as they walked away. 

Reaching your private dorm you immediately fall onto your bed, what an exhausted day its been. Sighing to yourself you look out your window, the sun was still up, atleast a little, The clouds surrounding the good school over the bridge, as the lightning hit the perfect spot, making the school look way more angelic than before. Not knowing what to do you decide to read one of the books you borrowed from the library not too long ago. The cover was black, with the title 'Deaths Rose' on. Taking a seat next to your fireplace, which wasn't let up yet, you began reading, getting lost in time and place. Minuets, if not hours passed as you were lost in the book, dinner time creeping up on you.

It was the ringing of your daily alarm that told you dinner was ready in five minutes, who got your attention. Closing the book you placed it on your nightstand, placing a little golden bookmark in case you wanted to read it later, before heading out and into the feasting hall. As you walked in, it took you a moment to find Blake, who immediately waved, motioning for you to come sit down.

"Hello!" You greet him kindly before taking a seat next to him "Hey" He smiled. Silence took over as you both sat and ate in silence. "Well... what kind of homework were you suggesting we make together?" You ask as you both began eating, plates already on your table. "hmm.. we could practice our talents for Monday" He said, chewing on his bread. "Sure, and after we could tell each other scary stories!" You suggest, You really liked horror stories, mostly because you were the best at telling them.

"Sure, or we could just lay down together and enjoy the fact that we finished our boring work?" He asked, chuckling. "Yeah.." You reply, less excited, looking down at the table. " we will see" He smiled, getting the hint, and the fact that you clearly diddnt want to, and found your idea much more entertaining. As the bell rang, signing for all of us that dinner was over, you and Blake left together.

Holding hands, none of you are thinking about it. You walk over to Blake's room. "There, get yourself comfortable" He says. Sitting down on his bed you wait for him to come join you. What he doesn't know, is that you could hear the moment they locked the door. "Hey why are you locking the door?.." You stand up, suddenly feeling slightly uncomfortable in his presence. "Just in case the boys wanna come back drunk, we had a deal they would be sleeping at their friends dorm." After a bit of thinking about an argument, and finding none, you hesitate saying "Fine..."