Fortunate(1)

True colours

3rd Person Pov:

Little Kelly didn't know what to do. Yesterday two boys where fighting each other over her and she felt horrible. She knew it wasn't fair for having feelings for both boys but she couldn't deny the attraction she had to the polar opposites.

Jay, the boy in red was laid back and lived a normal life. She met him when she felt vulnerable he had been so kind to her when they met in the rain she was a damsel in distress and he was her shining knight. She always lit up at his texts always excited to hear his voice on the other side of the phone and she was always finding his stories entertaining.

Little Donny, the frog prince and lived a life of luxury. She met him when she least expected it he had came into her life so suddenly in the most unusual way.  She pictured what it would be like to be in love with him she felt her nerves tingle with electricity as she was infatuated on the idea of being loved by him. But she was holding back, she couldn't put all her trust into him yet even if her heart knew it was a misunderstanding she still fenced her self away from her potential happiness with him. 

But she felt it in the kiss, the way his hands were on her waist grounding her in the moment. She felt the passion he had for her in his lips desperation trickled through his veins shouting for her to wake up and realize that he could be her everything.

The blonde staired herself down in her mirror studying her features one by one and mentally taking note on parts of her body she was disgusted by. She wondered how two boys could even like her in the first place, she thought her hips were too wide and her nose was a little too much to the left. The negative thoughts were poison in her head slowly, it was a mindset she had adopted from her traumatic childhood. She had watched as her father constantly cheated on her mother always manipulating Little Kelly into never telling her mom about his behaviour. She thought her mother was the most beautiful woman in the world and for her dad to be unfaithful to her made Little Kelly question if her marriage one day would mirror her parent's.

"Little Miss? Jay is downstairs" Butler Dean informed the blonde who had unknowingly to him had slipped into a dissociative state. He frowned when she didn't reply back and stepped inside her room he quickly noticed how the girl wasn't keeping her eyes off of her reflection. He knew the girl suffered from these sort of episodes from time to time but it didn't get any easier seeing her in her trance like state. "Come on sweetheart you're okay" He whispered soothingly tucking her hair behind her ear and planting a soft kiss to her temple. He carefully drew circles on the palms of her hands a trick her therapist had told him to use to get her out of these episodes. He only stopped when she started to giggle feeling his touch start to tickle her hand. He let out a sigh of relief that she was back pulling away from her to let her regain a sense of her surroundings. "Jay is waiting for you down stairs, would you like me to send him away?" He asked prepared to boot the boy out for the second time that week.

"No send him up" She confirmed giving him a smile as he nodded leaving her room to retrieve the teenager. It took a few minutes but soon enough the boy in red entered her room of pink. He looked uncomfortable as he stood awkwardly in her room.

"Kelly I want you to know I really do care about you I think Little Donny is a tool! he doesn't deserve you" He stated not wasting a second. 

"I...I don't know what to say Jay" 

"Him or me?" The question that would change everything. Her breathe caught in her throat as she stood in front of the boy who's eyes pleaded for her to say his name.

But she didn't.

"I think I gave up on him too quickly..." Was what she said watching as his eyes turned from desperation to anger as he reached out onto her arms clinging onto them she tried to squirm out of his hold his grip on her started to hurt.  "Let go of me Jay" her voice shaking as she now realized she was alone and defenceless against the boy. Hearing those words laced with fear leave her mouth a flicker of his previous persona came to light, he pushed off her making her stumble against her wardrobe cutting the side of her face above her eyebrow.

Seeing what he had done to the princess fear quickly soaked him as he realized he was going to be in serious trouble for harming the royal. So without a single word he raced out of the room desperate to put as much distance between him and the castle as possible.

Alone in her room once again her vison blurred with tears as she quickly raced to clean up her cut she didn't want no one to know about what had just happened, she was scared and humiliated that was enough to make her keep quiet. She had gotten quite good at keeping secrets from her loved ones, after all she did learn from the best.